Fill Me In

Chapter Fourty Two

Austin's eyes instantly grew wide, causing a small laugh to come out of my mouth as soon as I saw the shocked expression on his face.

"Are you sure?" He rambled, trippin over his own words, "I-I... I don't want to pressure you into anything- I don't want you to feel like you have to do anything because if you want wait that's more then okay we don't have to do anything you don't feel comfortable doing and-"

"Austin." I giggled, interrupting him, "i want really, really want to do this... I wanna do it with you.."

A huge smile grew onto his face and he smashed his lips onto mine, "well let's get home?" He said eagerly, picking me up off my feet.

"What about all our stuff?" I giggled as he kissed my neck softly.

"The guys are gonna get it." He whispered, his voice lower then usual.

"Okay." I smiled, and he leaned in passionately kissing my lips as we reached the car. He sat me back down on my feet, opening my door for me and closing it behind me as I sat down.

He ran around to his side, getting inside and speeding off back to the house. I laughed quietly to myself, seeing how eager he was.

"Did I make you wait to long?" I blurted nervously.

Austin glanced at me and shook his head, a serious look plastered on his face, "if you told me you were ready and you weren't and we did this I would feel awful. I don't want pressure or scare you into anything. Ever. Are you one hundred percent sure?"

I nod my head with a small smile, excited that we could finally show each other how much we loved each other, with more passionate actions and not just words anymore.

The drive was much shorter this time and Austin parked in the garage, sending a quick text to who I'm guessing was the guys.

"Just telling them we are home." He smiled sweetly and got out of the car, going over to my side and opening my door for me.

He didn't even give me a second to stand up before he lifted me up, wrapping my legs around his waist and hiding me up from under my thighs.

He leaned his forehead against mine, and instantly got lost in his beautiful eyes as he ran his fingers through my hair causing chills to go through my body.

"Your so beautiful." He whispered, kissing my lips softly, "I love you so much."

He walked us into the house, carrying me up the stairs and shutting the door behind him with his foot as we entered his bedroom.

My heart beat instantly accelerated as he set me down on my feet, his hands gripping onto my hips tightly as he smashed his onto mine in an urgent, needy manner.

My hands fumbled down to the bottom of his t-shirt, tugging at it, signaling to him that I wanted it off.

He understood and instantly pulled back, quickly took it over his head, cascading it onto the ground before slamming me into his warm chest kissing me urgently as he played with the zipper on the back of my dress.

He pulled away and he looked me in the eyes, his hand still in the zipper as if he was almost asking for permission. I slowly nodded, and I could feel the tips of his fingers take down my back, pulling the straps off my shoulders, letting it fall to the floor letting me stand in only a bra in underwear.

He cautiously looked down at my body, studying my every feature, and then met my eyes agin, "your perfect." He whispered, giving me another slow kiss.

He swept me off my feet and laid me down on the bed, unbuckling his belt and letting his pants and belt fall to the floor before stepping out of them and hovering over me.

He rested his weight onto his arms which were on either side of my head as he kissed me again. My fingers laced into his hair, softly tugging on it as he deepened the kiss, my body feeling like it was on fire.

His hands went behind my back, his fingers lingering on the clasp of my bra, and I nodded, getting more and more eager with each second passing, "Austin please. I want you." I whimper.

"I know princess." He whispered, unclasping my bra and throwing it to the side and kissing my neck, "I want you too..."

"Please." I whispered as his hands for closer and closer to my center, his touch sending electricity through my body.

I lifted my hips up off the bed involuntarily as his fingers danced at my inner thighs and I couldn't help but squirm, my mind racing and all I wanted was him.

All I'll ever want is him.

He crawled back on me, lining up our clothed centers, grinding into me as he kissed softly, trying to get some relief.

My mouth fell open at the foreign, pleasurable feeling. I bit my lip and my hands wandered down to the band of his boxers, pulling at them impatiently.

"Ready?" He whispered, I nodded instantly, nerves filling my body again, knowing that this was going to hurt.

I followed his actions, taking off my last piece of clothing as he did the same and my eyes widened when I saw his size.

I mean I haven't really seen any others before, but I could tel lethal he was bigger then the average.

I let out a shaky breath and he came towards me again, looking up into his eyes and he kissed me softly.

I leaned back onto the bed and he began getting into position, he leaned down to kiss me once more but he stopped instantly.

"Austin? Emily?" A voice shouted from downstairs, "where are you guys?"

"You've got to be kidding me." Austin groaned, running his fingers through his hair before he quickly put on his boxers, "they just completely ruined it."

"It's okay." I giggled, feeling disappointed inside, and starting to get re-dressed "another time?"

"Of course." He chuckled, "I'm sorry that this happened. I promise to make your first time special."

"Thank you." I smiled shyly, "I'm glad it's with you.... I don't wanna be with anyone else."

He pressed a soft kiss on my temple before whispering, "I feel the exact same about you darling. It's you and me against the world."