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The Heart Wants What It Wants

[Your POV]
'Oh no !!!! WHOS THAT?! Is that Bambam!!!??? OMO!! What to do!!?' I thought to myself. I pushed Youngjae off of me before Bambam could even turn around. Bambam turned around and said "Ah, Hyung. You're here! I was gonna go look for you. JB Hyung them told me you were heading home." Youngjae got out of the elevator and put his arm around Bambam, while grabbing my wrist. All I could do was follow and stay quiet. We got into their dorm and I sat on the couch. Bambam went into his room to get ready. It will probably take a while.

The 3 of us planned on going shopping. Youngjae came out of his room and grabbed my hand, he led me to his room. "(Y/n) can we talk??" He said. I agreed to him. "I want us to be something ... Something more than friends... I want us to be together (y/n)." He said innocently while holding my hand. "Youngjae-ah, you already signed a contract with JYP! You can't!" I explained. "I'd do anything for you (y/n) even risking my career." He caressed my bangs and smiled.

"Youngjae... I don't think it's a good idea, Your fans will be upset, and we'll be hurt in the end. I can't." My eyes got watery. He looked in my eyes, "(y/n) if they're my fans they'll try to understand! I've known you basically my whole life. Don't worry about that. And don't worry about getting hurt? Isn't that love? Love will hurt, love isn't gonna always be perfect and happy. We'll have some problems but love will also keep us together. As long as we're happy for the time being we shall be fine. Don't worry about the future or past (y/n). We're in the present time. Live life like there's no tomorrow. We'll deal with what will happen later together. Don't worry. I'm here by your side"

I suddenly hugged him very tightly after he finished talking. "You're right, we can deal with it later and together. I'll be here by your side too Youngjae, but that doesn't mean you risk your career for me. I love you very much, you're too talented. Don't break your contract. I'll wait for you. If I could keep in my feelings for 6 years I can wait for you for 3 more years." I explained. He hugged me back with his warm arms. "You sure you'll wait? You can't take back what you said. Adaso??" He whispered in my ears. I nodded to agree and squeezed him. "Even though we're not officially a couple... Doesn't mean we can't do or act like a couple though right? You're still gonna be mines even though we're not dating yet (y/n). No matter what. You'll always be mine. MINE. MINE. MINE. You can't go to anyone else, promise me? I don't like sharing." He said with his sweet voice. I pulled away from the hug and kissed him on the cheeks and said "You're so cute. I promise." I got up and walked out of his room before Bambam could walk in.

[Youngjae's POV]
'SHES MINE' I thought while I smiled like an idiot. I got up and walked out of my room. I saw her talking with Bambam, I want to know what they were talking about, I "wasn't" jealous at all. I grabbed my house keys and we headed out the door. As I locked the door Bambam asked to hold her hand while having his hand out, I turned around and she hesitated then looked at me. She looked back at Bambam and gave him her hand. NOW I'm jealous.