7. Shattered

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~Monday~

Today is the day I record my new song and also my first song, Heaven. I was literally squealing when Taeyang oppa brung the news. BTS still lives with us and Jungkook has been loving it. He is always like, "GD sunbae! Omo I love Gd!!".  Off to school the bus stop! Since there is more people in our house, we can't all ride together. Jin hasn't been doing anything wild to me, which is strange. He's been really quiet around me.

My phone rang and it was Chanyeol. What does he want now? I swipe the green button.

"Yeobseyo?" He said on the other line.

"Mwo?"

"Let's walk together again to the bus stop!"

"Well too late, I just got here."

"No, I'm right behind you." Arms wrap around my waist and a chin resting on my head. I end the phone call.

"Good morning, jagiya." He kissed my cheek.

"Yah, we aren't even a couple yet..." I unwrapped his arms and turn around to him.

"You said we can be friends with benefits."

"I know, but not in public!" I scolded.

He takes my hand and we waited for the bus. As the bus rolled in I got glares from girls and even the bus driver. Just kidding she just looks like that.

"I'm tired. Can I rest my head on your shoulder?" I asked. Many heads turned our way.

"You said not in public, so no." Chanyeol chuckled. I heard snickers and whispering voices.

"Jebal?!" I whined with aegyo.

"Okay, it's just because I love you." He smirked at me.

"Yah! I told you not to fall in love!" I whispered in his ear. I laid my head down onto his shoulder.

I looked down on my phone, I plugged my headphones in and played a random song. It was Falling In Love by 2ne1. I sang along quietly. As the song ended we arrived at the school. I walked to the entrance and Chanyeol and I part our ways. Taeyeon and Baekhyun approached me.

"Anneyong Yejin-ah." They greeted. I waved at them.

"So tonight is karaoke night at EXO's dorm, do you wanna come?" Baekhyun asked.

"Sure, but what time is it?"

"After school. Let's all meet in the meeting room and we can carpool."

"Okay! Well see you then." I walked past them seeing Haneul with Jin and the rest of BTS.

I'm guessing she replaced me, hmm... I waved at them and Namjoon motioned me to go over there. I walked swiftly to there area.

"Good morning!" I bowed to Haneul. She looked at me with a scowl on her face. Then she quickly changed to an sweet and innocent expression.

"You must be Namjoon's cousin." I nodded.

"You must be Lee Haneul, Jin's girlfriend." She smiled.

I conversed with all of BTS except for Jin and also his girlfriend. I don't think we'll friends, since she only focused on Jin more than anyone else in their little group. Well I guess you can't judge a book by it's cover. I walked to the classroom feeling uneasy. Haneul is also in this class. I sat where I usually sit which is next to Minzy. As the period passed I was listening to the conversation Haneul and her friend next to her talking about how her and Jin's relationship... Sometimes I wonder how I survived still pure and innocent.

Then I heard them talk about Chanyeol.

"Did you hear about Park Chanyeol? He's so hot." Her friend said.

"I know right, but he such a little kid, I need someone dark and wild. Like Jin." She giggled. Ew.

"He changed so much after he debuted. But I call dibs on Kai."

"Ugh, Sumni you slut! He's a player." She exclaims. Everyone turns their heads in their direction.

I laugh to myself as I go back to focusing on the subject. I'm guessing she is one of those girls.

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I couldn't "go to the library" since Taeyang called me. I sat on the end of the table because that is the only vacant seat. They all stared at me with anger in their eyes. Oh no, what happened? I saw that Minzy stayed silent. Did she say something?

"I am so disappointed in you!" Taeyang barked at me.

"What did I do?" I asked quietly.

"You know exactly what you did! You broke a rule by hanging out with that Chanyeol guy!" He pounds his fist down onto the table. Now everyone is looking this way.

"Who told you?!" I snapped.

"It doesn't matter, don't you ever talk like that to me! Have you lost your RESPECT?" He screams. I shake my head in anger.

"You know what? Screw your stupid rules! You never give me freedom! I HAVE GIVEN UP MY FRIENDS THAT TRULY WANT TO BE WITH ME INSTEAD OF THEM BEING FORCED SINCE OF THE DAMN LABLE!" I felt a hot sting on my face. It was Taeyang's hand.

"Don't ever think of coming back to YG, at all." He walked back and sits down. Tears started to stream down my eyes. I nodded and walked away. Away from YG entertainment. Away from my dream.

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