My Best Friends Emo Brother

Skipping School

So I think I won't kill anyone...yet! Vote and comment your comments on my story. Anything you want to happen?

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Chapter 6 (*giggle*)

Blake's pov.

"YOU ARE GOING OUT WITH ANOTHER GUY? WHEN WERE YOU GONNA TELL ME? HE SENT YOU A TEXT, IT SAID 'HEY BABE!!' YOUR HIS BABE?" I screamed at her. She put her hands out in front of her as I boiled. I raised my hand to bring her to me but she flinched away. "Please don't hurt me..." She whispered. All my anger drained out of my body. I lifted my hand again and grabbed her by the waist. "You won't hurt me Blake..." Amber said looking into my eyes. "Of course not. I am just pissed you didn't tell me!" I said, my voice raising in anger at the end. "Were you ever gonna tell me?" I asked quietly.

"I wasn't...I didn't want you to get mad and beat him..." She whispered. I can't believe that she is so scared of me. Why haven't I seen her like this before? Why didn't anyone tell me? Why did she sleep in the same bed as me if she was scared of me? All this 'why?' questions came to my head. "How long have you been scared of me?" I asked, looking down at her with worried eyes. "Because...Blake you hit me! You abused me for years now. You made me remember..." She trailed off. Tears lined her eyes and she pushed me away.

"You hurt me more then physical! You hurt me mentally, you hurt me in every way possible but one! I hated you! You were the worst person I ever, EVER met! But then suddenly you became all sweet and gentle and nice! You were...you. The real you! But since I am going out with another guy, you decide to bring back the old you. The one that hurts me and makes me feel small and weak and FUCKING USELESS! You make me feel horrible, and when you hit me, make me look it too! So come talk to me when the real you is back and not the horrible Blake!" She screamed.

The anger re-boiled inside me. "The real me? How do you know I am not the real me right now and just pretending to be nice to you? Maybe I am just a horrible person in general! But I think that you are pretty bad too! Your just as damaged as me! You had the same past and same hurting feeling! SO GO TO HELL! GO TO YOUR FATHER!" I screamed at her but then relived what I said. She covered her mouth with her hand. "You...Low life...Selfish...Monster..." She sobbed, shook her head at me slowly and ran out of my room.

I ran my fingers through my long black hair and sighed. Shit! What the fuck Blake? What is your fucking problem? Why the fuck would you do that? "GaaaaAAHHHHHH!!!!!" I screamed and punched the wall. "Hurts, doesn't it?" I heard a cocky, angry voice say by my door. I turned my head and saw Riley there with her arms crossed. "Go the FUCK AWAY!" I yelled the last part out of frustration. "It hurts, doesn't it? Your only friend in the world...and you treated her like shit. Bravo, no really, BRA FREAKING VO!!!!" She shamed me. "You don't know anything..." I mumbled. "Explain it to me then." She said smirking.

"You really wanna know?" I tested her, stepping closer. She nodded her head, not even flinching. "It kills that she is going out with someone else! I hate the thought that he could hurt her! He could hit her, cheat on her, abuse her, ANYTHING! What if he hurts her? Or forces her to do something that she doesn't wanna do? I won't be there to protect her! That's all I wanna do! She is fragile, small, and she needs to be safe! And I feel like I am the only one who could do that! But what if he replaces me?" I shouted at her.

She stayed quiet for a few minutes before saying something. "You are insane! Amber loves you and you think some guy she just met can change that? Idiot!!!" With that she walked away. I let her words sink in. She loves me? As a friend or more? Do I even care....YEAH! But why is the question. I have to go see her. I ran out of my room and into her room. I found her sitting on her bed with a Marianas Trench magazine. Ew, Josh died his hair blond. "Amber?" I asked quietly. Her head snaps up at me. "What?" She asked, her voice cold.