INNER KILLER

I'm afraid that if i start dreaming, i won't be able to control the following outcome of such an action. 

I always knew that everyone was different in their own potential ways...but my way...is just too much.

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My name is Brazil Tanner, everyone who knows me calls me Zee. I'm 16 years old, 5 '4" tall, light skin with dark goldish hair. Hair that once used to be long and curly, until i decided to go crazy and cut it up to my shoulders and straighten it. I won't say that i'm your average teenager, because i'm not and i won't say that i'm popular either, because every treats me like shit! 

Everyone except my best friends Lex and Danny.

Lex and i grew up together, her parents and my parents went to the same high school, they were all so close and then Lex's mom and my mom got pregnant at the exact same time...as though they planned it right? but nah...it was coincidental. So Lex and i were born on the same day and we became bffs since we first met eachother. Danny on the other, we met him at band camp at age 7 when he tried to kiss me through a game of truth or dare he was playing with some little douche bags. I smacked him in the face with my notebook and we've been friends ever since. He thought it was cool of me.

Danny's tall, slim figured, blonde hair, blue eyes (which girls seem to go crazy for) and he's athletic; plays for our school's football team, a year older than Lex and i. Lex is about 2 inches shorter than me, hot body because she's a gymnist, long wavy brunette hair, crazy as ever, hazel colored eyes and just plane awesome. Best friends i could ever ask for.

At least i thought they were the best friends i could ever ask for. I was caught in something that i had no idea could ever happen to me and they just disappeared fron my life. I mean they tried to help me but i guess when it got uncontrollable, they got scared.

I've killed people...so many people so many times that i've made my family and friends afraid of me and worse...i've become afraid of myself. I know you're wondering by now what the heck i'm talking about, so here's what happens...