INNER KILLER

Chapter 1...

My dreams are the places where hell likes to hang out and for some strange unexplainable reason, i open the door when it comes knocking. I can't control it. I've dreamt that i killed my ex-boyfriend's girlfriend because i was jealous of her and i wanted him back...the next day, she was found dead in her room and that was the very first time it had happened.

The following week, i dreamt evil little creatures attacking my stupid History teacher and the next day, during History class, i actually witnessed the creatures crawling out of his brief case, jumping on him when he was standing at the board and vigorously tearing at his flesh. That was the moment i believed what actually happens. The moment i realized what i could've done...just by simply dreaming.

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I was an abomination and seeing that scarred me for life. I hated myself for what i had done to people. The moment i had told Danny and Lex the things i did, including what had happened to Mr. Cliffton, they were scared of me. They weren't sure if they could trust me anymore. I was so upset with them and the things they said to me that i...that i.........i dreamt their deaths...and i killed them. My own best friends i killed with a dream. From since then every little thing started pissing me off! I got mad for no reason and let my anger take full control of me, taking effect in my mind and behind my closed eyelids. I killed more and more people, again and again. Eventually everyone in town put two and two together and figured out what i was capable of and what i had done. I destroyed people they loved and cared about. I was a monster. I was neglected, shunned and hated by everyone.

They chased me around with pitch folks, knives and guns, calling me cruel and harsh names like 'demon' and 'witch'. I got away and ended up in hiding but i didn't move for days because i was so afraid. If i was spotted, i was dead. I had enough of who i was and didn't want to hurt anyone anymore, so i had to stop myself from falling asleep, because once i did...well you know what happens. I tried to find all kinds of ways to keep me awake; pills, all sorts of energy drinks i had stolen from grocery stores, for breakfast, lunch and dinner. I even broke into a clinic and injected myself with adrenaline. I even cut myself whenever i felt my lids getting heavy and much more, much worse things.

How did this happen to me? I know you have a lot of questions but i can't really answer them myself. I was just a normal teenager who everyone never really paid attention to. I don't know, maybe that was a trigger to it or something...*sigh* i just want my life back but it will never be the same because the people in my life are gone...because of me.

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♡Risa♡-

Hey guys, i know this isn't enough for a first chapter but it's my first time writing here and i'm doing it on my phone lol. My laptop's been acting mad loco these days so i'm tryna refrain from getting it more upset with me lol.

Anywayyyyy, thank you for reading this(if you have and didn't just scroll all the way down) and i hope you continue to read and comment (positive) if you like what you're getting so far, ask me questions, give me ideas, that will really help me out... anddddd bye for now.

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