Chapter 4.

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Chapter 4. Cami's pov.

'Seriously Zane?' I yell at him.

'What? You're hiding. Why? Stop hiding. I know you're beautiful. You know you're beautiful so why hide it?' He says letting go of my hips but still standing between my legs as i sit on the hood of his truck.

'I uh-I don't think I'm beautiful. No ones ever said I was.'

His eyes widen & his breating picks up & when i pick up my head to his i notice the anger in his eyes.

'God dammit Cami.' He runs his fingers through his hair in an effort to calm down. 'I just fucking told you how beautiful you are why the hell can't you hear me. I've noticed how beautiful you are for 2 years! I told you the first time i saw you, you are beautiful! What is wrong with you?! Why won't you listen to me?!' He screamed inches from my face. Causing me to flinch from his word choice & the octive of his voice.

I felt the burn in the back of my eyes but i fought it as hard as i could so i seemed strong. I got of the truck and walked towards him.

'There is nothing wrong with me except that i let the fact that you're obviously very sexy & a bad boy get to me. & influence me to give you my first kiss 2 years ago. I guess i dont learn my lesson very well.' His eyes were taken over with sadness. But my next words would break him & i new it. 'I regret kissing you, i regret wanting you, i regret meeting you 2 years ago, i regret everything from that party.' I started hitting his chest as tears flowed from my eyes of utter defeat. 'I regret waiting for you, I regret coming to see you everyday for 16 long months. I regret letting you say those words to me when I knew what would happend to you. I hate the way you make me feel. I hate the way i feel like I made a mistake 2 years ago, and most of all I hate you for making me hate myself.' I feel the flood gates open and i don't have enough energy to fight them. His eyes are soft & full of pure pain. He reaches out to me but i avoid his grasp. 'Don't. Touch. Me.' I see the liquid form in his eyes just for a split second before i turn and start walking home.

'Camille.' He yells his voice cracking. 'I-I'm so sorry.'

I stop & turn around to see the bad boy broken. 'Don't be. Just find another hoe to sleep with & forget about me just like you always do.' Those words hurt coming from my mouth so i know they hurt like a knife for him. I spun on my heels & swiftly made my way home.

Zane's pov.

The tears welled in my eyes. God, im such a screw up. I felt myself slide down the side of my truck my head falling in my hands. I've lost her again.

Sorry about the short chapter. But its good way to end! Keep reading & check out my other book!!!

Word count-536.

Really really really short. I'll make it up to you! Keep reading!

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