Dear, anyone,
I am broken.
I am tainted.
I am ugly.
And I'm sorry.
But I'm not.
My problem wasn't that I was crazy. It wasn't that I downed a whole bottle from my druggie of a brother who made me flash him for them. Not at all. My problem, was that I cared to much. I cared enough to down the bottle. I cared enough to let him see me like that. But I wouldn't take it back. I wouldn't apologize to anyone for anything I did. Because I'm fucking crazy. Stupid. Broken. A fire with no smoke. A girl addicted to being broke. I'm venom in the form of a human.
But I'm okay with it.
He was okay with it.
He loved me.
I loved him
Just waited to damn long.
But I don't regret it.
What I do regret was giving a shit about them. Wanting them to love me like everyone else.
But if you ask me why I'm crazy?
I'd tell you to ask him.
And who is he?
He was the boy who fell in love too easily.
His name is i s i a h w i l i n t o n.
So if you ask me,
I'd say this is the perfect ending,
To a tragically beautiful beginning.
Sincerely,
M a r a.
YOU ARE READING
Sincerely, Mara. {Wattys2015}
Short StoryStory #1 in the 'The Hourglass Effect' series. She forgot it was an act. That it was a lie. She forgot that she's broken, and can't fall in love. So she made him fall for her . Made him think she was perfect. But what she didn't know, was that the...
