The 5SOS & Lawson Book

•Don't Let Me Go•

[The Four Brits who ruin my life]

{Song pref #2}

fletcher::

'Now you were standing there right in front of me
I hold on, it's getting harder to breathe
All of a sudden these lights are blinding me
I never noticed how bright they would be'

Three months. Three months since Ryan's heart shattered, three months of drinking his sorrowful woes away. There was no reason explained, no closure. You just up and walked away. He was confused, angry but most of all, betrayed. Your leaving made him question himself, was he a bad boyfriend? Was it the distance? Was it the constant media attention? What went wrong? Ryan decided that three months of wallowing in his drunken sorrow has gone far too long, he showered and dressed and walked to the nearby park. About to take a hit from his vaping (no idea what to call it) machine, he noticed something admist the smoke, you. He stared at your shaking figure, contemplating wether he should comfort you or leave you to your sobbing. "R-Ryan?" He heard a soft whimper and his shoulders slumped in defeat, there was no way back now. "I should go.." He replied tensely as he straightened his jacket and walked away, his heart crushing with every step.

pitts::

'I saw in the corner there is a photograph

No doubt in my mind it's a picture of you

It lies there alone in its bed of broken glass

This bed was never made for two'

"CRASH!" Adam trashed his entire bedroom with rage as he broke everything and anything in sight. His bandmates left him to release his anger, better that than on them. As Adam slowly cooled down, he spotted a photograph of you at the corner of his room, surrounded with broken glass with the help of Adam's rampage. He gingerly picked it and sat on his unmade bed, tears streaming down his face as he sobbed into his hands, heart-wretching sobs filled the room as Adam cried his shattered heart away. It took Adam weeks to fully function, eating right, having showers and not subcumming to his negative thoughts. The toll of the break-up can be seen on Adam's eyebags and the bruises on his hands. He decided that drumming aggressively might make the heartache go away but your face stayed on his mind like glue, a painful reminder of you walking out that door.

brown::

'Don't let me

Don't let me

Don't let me go

'Cause I'm tired of feeling alone'

"Andy I am sick and tired of all this!" She yelled angrily, Andy groaned inwardly as he rubbed his face with his hands. All night they have done the same thing, arguing, and for a petty reason. "Baby, she's an old friend of mine, we were just having a chat!" He defended, making her blood boil in the process. Andy was spotted with another woman and like any woman, she got worried and jumped to conclusions without confronting him. "Chat shmat! Am I not enough for you?!" She scoffed as she brushed past him without a word, Andy grabbed her wrist and pulled her close. "My heart beats for you. I never laid eyes on any woman when I'm with you. I don't want you to think you're not enough because you're plenty enough for me.." Andy whispered as she stood frozen as the two stood in an embrace. "Don't let me go, I'm tired of being alone when we fight." She replied softly, nuzzling into his chest. Andy pecked the crown of her head and swayed back and forth, "Only for you, love. Anything for you."

peat::

'I promised you one day that I'll bring you back a star

I caught one and it burned a hole through my hand

Seems like these days I watched you from afar

Just trying to make you understand'

Joel Peat is desperately in love, with his best friend. No doubt about it, he knows, his friends know, his whole family caught on when the two turned sixteen. All knew except you, the best friend who is completely oblivious to your best friend's strong feelings. "I'll promise you the world, one day, when I get famous, I'll show you the world." Joel proudly vowed as you giggled. "Okay Mr Superstar." You smiled fondly at the sixteen-year-old boy as he plucked a flower on the field and placed in gently into your hair, "It suits you." He shrugged. Now, years later, and he found out that you were getting married. To someone who's not him. He watched from the sidelines when you met this guy, Travis, and after a year of dating, decided to get hitched. It broke Joel's heart to watch it all unfold but he could not blame her, he waited too long to reveal his feelings for her and now, he has to watch his best friend get married, to someone who definately did not deserve her.

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