Episode 15 (Part 1) (Darshan reaches home) [Darshan calls his mom] D-maa main pohoch gaya hu ghar aap dono kab aaoge?? Maa-hum aahi rahe hain.. beta soja.thak gaya hoga..chabi hain mere paas.. D-Okay maa.. (call is disconnected ) [jab tak neend nahi aati.. music... music n music as he does always for his fans] D-(after some hours of music finally.. he searches for some paper pins.. in his shelf ..he doesnt get the pins but he gets his diary..which he had made in 10th std..he removes it n closes his shelf.. sits on his bed.. turns of light n turns on a dim night lamp whch is kept nxt to his bed..that was enough fr him to go through his diary, opens it) [Front page -he has written "LOVE"] (He recollects those moments when he was writing this and d reason fr writing the diary] (as he recollects he says) "KIARA"Who s Kiara??? was she his girlfriend... crush... just a classmate.. first love... Special Episodes Memories (now its his diary that we are going to go through)
MEMORIES (Part 1) "KIARA"
We were classmates in 4th std .. nd now i shudnt say this but d ugliest! No 1 was actually interested to talk to her.. (she was of whetish complexion.. she had long hair [over oiled hair!!!!] tight tied plats on both sides .. reserved .. of a low self esteem.. average student ..We never talked to eachother.. but i used to giv her a smile.. n she too smiled back everytime we saw eachother .. we were friends ..not normal friends at all.. only smiley friend's ..no conversation between us!) After our end sem of 4th std.. i never saw her in our class not even in our school.. i heard that she had left the school!! i actually missed her smile.. To my surprise !!!she s back today!! 10th std 1st day of school .. she has rejoined! [eyes wide opened ... jaws dropped.. this was d reaction of my classmates.. i was wondering what had actually happened.. i turned around to see what was it?? i was shocked.. a beautiful ..girl .. d same gal "Kiara" what a change.. she looked confident .. she had a glow on her face.. hair neatly tied up.. d best was her smile!! she saw me I smiled ..she smiled back n without even thinking wer she was she hugged me!! i was shocked!! i cudnt even hug her .. hold her.. i was so damn shocked!! U r d only person i missed alot.. ua smile darshh..
MEMORIES (Part 2) She felt that i was uncomfortable as i hadnt hugged her.. kya batau.. itna shock main tha.. Uski wo doubt sa expression.. main toh dekhta hi reh gaya.. n pagalo k jaise hasta raha... at last she said darrrrrshaaan?? waving her hand !! kaha kho gaye ho.. i was like ha???? .. d school bell rang... Kitni khil uthi hain... pehle jaise koi kali thi ab she has bloomed into a beautiful flower Blush kar raha hu main abhi ! "Kiara.." no wrds can xplain my feelings now.. After the school left she came to me and gave me a packet..(A-4 size ) N said.. 'Darshh.. tumse baat toh nahi kar payi.. par ha kuch likha hain maine.. its just 4 pages n i knw u ll read it' Again i just smiled lyk a stupid .. main kuch bola hi nahi use.. thank God she smiled back.. I have those letters still havnt opened them... those letters look like flowers n its fragnance has really made me 'mad' actually!
MEMORIES (Part 3) I hav read the first page of her letter which begins..with Dearest friend , Darsh.. How did i become so dearest to her?? jus becoz of a smile!! yeah... jus bcoz of my smile.. she says .. after reading that i just went up to my mirror n smiled.. n felt mujse acha toh wo smile karti hain then she says.. as her dad got his transfer they shifted to kolkata .. she says she dint want to go .. bcoz she had got a dear frnd fr d first tym.. a bond whch no words can explain.. (she makes me smile, she does!) Her words .. i felt like playing a guitar while reading that page the reason fr her beautiful life was me!! (i read it 100 times) whenever she felt low she closes her eyes.. n my smile flashes ! she never felt alone.. my God gal.. u simply making me crazzy.. m feeling like someone is tickling me.. she says..she has made many frnds.. but no 1 is like me!! ... I just dont know what to say to her now... what ll i say wen she asks me 'did u read the letters?)
MEMORIES (Part 4) (Day 2 school) wen i reached the school she saw me she raised her eye brows looked down n smiled .. i was just starring at her.. my frnds wer yelling on top of their voice i was still looking at her ...(i jus scratched my head n smiled like stupid n thevtime jus passed) After the school got over she came to me.. darshh kya hua?? y u so disturbed.. kal se dekh rahi hu.. .. atlast i had to speak.. i said ntngs wrong wth me .. n m srry as i was busy i jus read d first page.. n thanku kiara.. u too r my dearest spcl frnd (i said it so fast that she dint understand at all) Darsh.. !??(this was her expresion.. ) i felt lyk laughing at myself but.. by god i shud say she lukd so innocent she left.. as her dad had come to pick her. why am i behaving so weird ..in front of her .. why??? i feel so stupid in front of her! kya karu kho jata hoon... Kya use aisa hota hoga?? .. kaha.. wo toh phoolon k tarah blossom karti hain aur main use dekhkar kho jata hu.. Tere aankhon me khone laga hu main... kya tum sirf meri dost ho ya...kuch aur?? main nahi jaanta main kya likh raha hu.. abhi khoya khoya sa hu
MEMORIES (Part 5) Tum nahi jaanti... tum jab paas aati ho..mere dhadkane tez ho jati hain.. tum ye bhi nahi jaanti..ki main khone laga hu....usse zyda jeene laga hu..tumhari pyari si muskaan me kuch khaas hain... tumhare aankhon ke jhukne me kuch khaas hain.. tumhare palke jhapakte hain ...unme kuch khaas hain.. har saas ...ye ehsaas inme kuch khaas hain! Uske letter ka dusra page padha..kehti hain.. ak dinn serial dekh rahi thi..( usme ak dost dusre dost se k liye kya kar sakti hain ye pucha gaya tha , toh uss dost ne kaha ki main jitne chahe uthne mirchi bhi kha sakta hu....) ab serial me jo dikhate hain sach me kaha hota hai...usne bhi khali bohot saari mirchi.. pagal hain.. (ye padhkar hi mere pasine chhoot gaye) phir kehti hain tumse toh milne na aa payi.. par doctor se milna pada !!!! Ye itni chup rehti thi.. ak insaan bhala itna chup kaise reh sakta hain main aisa sochta tha.. par ab.. itna bolti hain ki puri class uski baatein sunta hain.. main toh use dekhta hi reh jata hu! Tomorrow is traditional day in our school.. m waiting eagerly to see her..
MEMORIES (Part 6) Traditional Day I was talking to my frnds.. v were having funn.. OMG I shouted.. my frnds wer lyk wat happnd n all.. i dinn speak a word i was starring at her!! The way she walks .. as the ground is just made for her to walk on it... That earring of hers.. so beautiful.. 5'4"; she s... the way she carries herself .. she looks so hot in red and black saaree!! i was feeling lyk chhupkar use pura dinn dekhta rahu.. her hair.. dancing in air... hawaon ka disha badal du agar uski hairstyle kharab hui toh.. aisi feeling aa rahi thi wo jab paas aai.. i stopped blinking! my heart beating so fast.. its still beating fast.. she had seen me starring at her.. as every1 was looking at me.. she just pinched me slowly .. khoone hi laga tha.. par usne rok liya.. n d way she widens her eyes.. my god.. ! no words to explain that! Gehre raaz chupe hain inn aankhon main.. har saans muje kuch keh rahi hain.. ye hawaon me bhi ab alag sa nasha hain.. main badal raha hoon ya.. main ab jeene laga hoon.. iss zamane se churakar mehfus rakhu tumhe..aur tumme fanaa ho jau.. Hows it guyzz.. plz do comment ur views!
