A Cup of Love

Broken Symphony

I didn't even know you were my inspiration until you left

I was a coward

Do you know why I didn't tell you?

I was afraid of your reaction

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Everyone knew what I felt about you

How could you be so numb?

It was partly my fault, I'm sorry

I didn't even want to admit to myself that I love you

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Now my ship is sinking

Nothing can change the fact that you're with someone now

Believe it or not, I'm happy for you

Isn't it, love means the happiness of the other person is essential to your own?

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Unfortunately, I still glimpse at our past

The tiny bits of shared jokes, sweet smiles, and whispered conversations

Your voice and your face haunt me in my dreams

How can I move on if I constantly see you anywhere I look?

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I know it will take a lot of time to heal this pain inside me

But I'm willing to wait as long as I can get this out of my system

I don't want to see you because I'm afraid I'll fall in love with you all over again

And all the things I did and still do to forget you will be worth for nothing

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I wrote this a while ago. I hope you liked it! The song is Save your Heart by Mayday Parade.

Thank you! :)