Fighter

Chapter 17

This is who I think should be Darron (was Jacob but decided to make him Darron). Jeremy Baudoin. Sexy!!!---->
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The pain of hearing him again is awful, I understand why people don't report rapes. The rapist stays with you no matter where you go, what you do. You're never safe knowing they're still around us or just simply in our subconscious.

People stay mentally and physically damaged even after that person is gone but I don't know why but no matter what he's always there somehow.

No matter where I go he's either there physically or something makes me just think of him and I just wish the pain would end but it's never that simple.

I simply stare at the man that sexually abused and raped me, what's the real difference? None. From last time I saw Dennis, he has a black eye now but still has his signature sinister smirk.

I'm suddenly pushed behind Jacob making me remember he was still there. I can handle myself but I know im not strong enough right now to fight Dennis by myself.

"Fuck off you asshole!" Jacob sneers at Dennis but it only makes him chuckle. "Don't talk to your Uncle like that Jacob." He tskd while shaking his head.

"Now I'm going to make this simple for you both. Jacob you're going to let her come with me because I need a stress reliever and you'll not interfere or you know what I'll tell you're parents." The look on Jacobs face has him pale while he stiffens by my side. Is he actually contemplating on making me go with Dennis?

"Fucking tell them I don't care but you are not raping her again." He sneers again making me sigh in relief.

"Don't mess with me boy." He says seriously, knowing him for a little while I know that he is serious. He takes a step forward before Jacob yells at him to step back. "I said you're not touching her or was that not clear?" I don't think I have ever seen Jacob this mad.

Dennis tried again but Jacob delivered a punch so quickly and hard, it knocked Dennis out in one blow. He grabbed my hand but not before I kicked the dirtbag in the face. Yeah I know immature but he deserves more than just a kick. We quickly rush out of the room and ran out of the building.

We were both panting when we reached the cool, crip evening breeze. I closed my eyes and let the wind kiss my skin. "Tori are you okay?" Jacob asked hesitantly while placing his hand on my shoulder.

I didn't reply but simply hugged him tightly. "Thank you Jacob." I sobbed into his chest while clutching his shirt tightly. His arms circled around me and held me just as tight.

"It's okay Tori. I'll never let him touch you again, none of us will. By the way where is everyone?" I looked back up into his hazel brown eyes and gave him a half hearted smile.

"Caleb and his brothers had to go home and honestly I haven't see Darron since the guys left and that was an hour before the fight." I shrugged and pull away from him.

I missed the warmth he brought but I knew I couldn't get close to him. He just uses girls and I'm done with being used, or so I say all the time. That kiss wasn't suppose to happen I guess we were just both in the moment, but it's okay I don't actually fully regret it. "Why don't I take you home?" My head snaps to him and the pain my mom causes me makes me fall to my knees and cry again.

He quickly rushs over to me and picks me up bridal style. I snuggled into his chest and let the tears flow hoping the pain would flow with it but the pain never leaves.

"Do you want to talk about it?" I shake my head and he sighs but makes his way to his car. "Tori if I can't take you to your house can I take you to Jens, the guys?" I shake my head again not wanting them to see me and how useless I am. If I could I wouldn't let Jacob see but he was with me when I broke.

"You leave me no choice but to take you to my house Tori and don't worry Natasha is at a friend and my parents aren't home, like usual." I nodded and he placed me in the car.

I do feel sorry for Jacob his parents are workaholics that are never home. I met them once and they seemed so distant and they could not stay off of their phones. This was all at Jacobs 16 birthday.

Me and him may not be best friends for life but I've seen him at his worse, vise versa.

He quickly climbs in and we head off. We drive in a slight awkward silence probably feeling weird about everything thats happened so far.

Once we pull up to his house we climb out of the car not one of us uttering a single word. We walk up to the front door and enter the spacious house. I've been in here already so I know where everything is.

"D-do you want to watch a m-movie?" He stutters while scratching the back of his neck. I silently nod and we make our way to his room since its the only TV with Netflix in they're house.

I jump on the bed and pick a movie while he goes and makes popcorn. I look through movies before I find the one im looking for.

He walks back in with popcorn and pyjamas for me. I take them and give him a quick thank you.

I go into the bathroom and strip off my clothes before looking in the mirror. The hickeys are still there and there's a few bruises here and there.

But what really makes my eyes stay longer are the scars that were put there.

Slut

Worthless

Mistake

Many words I've heard and seen thats been directed towards me though these were the most painful ones. Not because it physically hurt but by the people who put them there hurt the most.

I look away before the memories come back and change quickly before stepping out. I see Jacob sitting calmly on the bed just starring at the screen.

"What's 'The Talented Mr.Ripley'?" He looks over at me when I sit on the bed. "You'll have to watch and see." I smirk and his lips twitch into a smile.

After watching most of the movie the popcorn is gone and I look over at Jacob. He is concentrating on the movie. I simply just stare but turn back quickly when he looks at me.

A few minutes later I feel his hand ran down my arm towards my hand where he laces our fingers together. "Jacob I can't do this." I sigh and untangle our hands. He looks at me with a quizzical expression. "Why not Tori?"

I can hear slight pain in his voice even though he trys to hide it. "Jacob you're a player who just uses girls for a while then you get bored but I'm not going to be one of those girls and I just can't be in a relationship with how my past relationship ended. I'm sorry but-" I was cut off when he suddenly walked out the room leaving me there dumbfounded.

I sigh and take the popcorn bowl to the kitchen and head up to the guestroom. I turn the lights off and climb under the covers. Closing my eyes for either dreams or nightmares to consume me.

I wake up with a startle when I hear screaming coming from Jacobs room. I run down the hall before I burst through the door.

I see him on his bed thrashing, kicking and screaming bloody murder. "STOP PLEASE!" He wails, I quickly walk over to him and start to calm him down. "Jacob open your eyes. Its just a nightmare, its not real. Calm down it's me Tori, im here okay." He calms down and his red puffy eyes open up with terror and pain shining through them.

"T-tori?" He asks with a scarred voice while rubbing the sleep out of his eyes. "Yeah its me you're okay." I say while wrapping my arms around him while he calms his breathing.

When I stand to leave he tightens his grip on me. "P-please s-stay." He whimpers and I agree. He moves over and I slide in next to him. He wraps his arms around me and I stiffen for a second before relaxing and let him pull me closer.

My eyes start to flutter close but just before im gone I hear, "I love you." Though it probably wasn't, since it was quite muffled.

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Yay! So this was a Jacob chapter, who's wondering what happened to him. *Raises hand*

Anways I hope you all liked the chapter though were the hell did Darron go, like really say Jacob wasn't around and she stumbles to Dennis! IDIOT!!!