Chapter 20

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Spencer McBride--->
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Thankfully my friends haven't found out about Spencer. It's Monday today and I'm dreading it. Darron's asked me whats wrong but I just shrug him off, there is no way I'm telling them this right now.

I already know what they'd do if they find out Spencer tried to take advantage of me.. well I actually don't know what they'd do. I just know he won't come out of it unharmed.

Sunday me and Jen did actually have our movie marathon and the boys joined us, but they came later on after I asked them to find out if my mom still has her pills. She finished the last bunch so tonight I'm going to try and give her some more.

Probably not going to work my mom is a stubborn woman, luckily I'm just like her. I quit my job at the diner, I said my goodbye to Todd and Melissa. They told me they actually were going to quit once I did and now they don't work there anymore.

They are both attending college full time and living with each other, I'm really happy for them though I feel guilty that I was the reason they stayed. Jacob tried to just give me money to help my mom but I refuse every time. He did however say he's helping me with moms pills today at least and I finally agreed, though I said I'm going to pay him back. 

He found me a job at a place he trusted and let me tell you the pay is amazing. I haven't been there yet but I spoke with the owner on the phone, so for once my life seems normal, for now.

Jen and I walked up to our lockers getting our books for first period. "Hello ladies." Caleb chirped excitdely while draping an arm over mine and Jen's shoulders. "Hey Caleb." Once everyone was there we walked to class.

The first couple periods went by without much drama. I saw Spencer in some of the classes, he kept glancing at me but I simply ignored him. When lunch rolled around that's when shit went down. All of us were at our usual table talking and just thoroughly enjoying ourselves.

"Tori Bear can I please speak with you?" A voice said from behind me, I knew who it belonged to but I didn't aknowledge him. "Please Tori Bear can I just explain myself, please you're being unreasonable-" I cut Spencer off, finally losing it.

"Unreasonable! How dare you say I'm being unreasonable!" I was livid and I didn't care that we were drawing in a crowd. He tried to reach out for me but I just stepped back and glared at him. "Tori Bear I'm sorry okay! P-please forgive me." I was pushing down the guilt I felt for making him cry but he deserved it and so much more.

"Spencer I want you to leave and never speak to me again, I don't think I can ever forgive you for what you did. After knowing how I feel about it, what makes you think I would let you do that?" I needed an explanation.

"I stupidly believed Natasha that you would. I really am sorry Tori I just hope you can forgive me and I don't blame you for hating me. Bye Tori..." He trailed off and left. I wanted to say that I hated him but I just couldn't find it in me to.

I sat down ignoring my friends stares. "Tori-"

"I don't want to talk about it okay!" I got up and quickly left. I don't know where I was going but I just needed some air by myself. I walked out of the school and just started to walk not caring where or how long I walked.

By the time my friends had found me I was eating in a small diner that served my favourtie ice cream. Caramel and cookie dough. I knew I eventually had to tell them about what happened, they're my friends and they'd heard worse from me.

To say they were mad was an understatement but I made them promise that they could not harm Spencer. They weren't happy about it but they eventually agreed, though I'm sure they will try something.

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