Mistakenly YOU

CHAPTER 10

"I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep your eyes close." ― Pablo Neruda, 100 Love Sonnets

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NICK'S POV

"she's in the café sir with her friend." One of my man said.

After knowing and reading the file that marcus gave me, i have got Alex followed.

Its been two weeks now that Paolo followed Alex and nothing he reports to me seems off.

After two weeks of her being followed, i learned that she goes to work to the daycare or she will go home, she doesn't seems to have any relationship because i dont see her with other man except Cole which i found out that his in relationship to a fellow man, yes he is gay.

But one time i got a report from Paolo saying that he saw her bought a flower in a flower shop and going to the cemetery, which got me curious who might she be visiting in the cementery?, oh! Maybe her father.

Alex's father died when she was a freshman college, he died due to car accident. Her father was on his way to their house to have dinner with his wife, but when he stoped at the red light, someone got in the back seat of his car and pointed his gun to Alex's father, he was nervous and anxious while driving so he didn't concentrate much on driving, and he didnt notice another red light and the other car collided to her fathers car in the passenger Seat and the car flipped and rolled for how many times and the hi-jacker flew out from the window because he wasnt wearing any seat belts but Alex's father was okay that time he survived, he even got himself out of the car before it exploded.

But when the paramedics came he was losing so much blood and he got in coma for two weeks and he died.

Alex was so furious of what happened to her father and she cried almost every night and goes to her mom to try to comfort her.

I was so lost that time that i dont even know how to comfort my own woman, she was still my girlfriend that time of crisis . And i felt so stupid for being useless.

I shoke my head to the memories not even worth to even be remembered. Maybe she's just visiting his father's grave.

"okay just update me or what ever" i said.

"got that sir" he responded

TWO WEEKS LATER

Its been a month that i got Alex followed and still the same result. So i decided that why don't i be the one to check her out.

I got to my car and drove to the daycare after almost half hour of driving and thinking, i was now outside of the daycare.

I dont know if i should get out of the car and look for her or should i seat my ass in my car and see if she show's up.

After waiting for an hour, my breath caught at the back of my throat when i saw the sight of Alex walking and smiling, she seems so excited and happy to be working here in the daycare.

She looks so normal, beautiful normal, she wore. Simple plain Grey long sleeve shirt that brings her hazel brown eyes and a faded blue jeans and a white shoes. She looks stunning and innocent she let her hair up in a ponytail and you can clearly see how beautiful she looks, she looks like she doesn't wear any make up and still look so fucking........

Ugh! I mentally slap my forehead, what the hell are you thinking? Nice description damn ass, remember that bitch your describing is a cheating, manipulating whore tried to destroy your life, got that damn ass? I scolded myself and nodded.

The kids were shouting her Name when she was about to enter the gate and she run to kids and they run to her with their hands wide open and gave alex a hug and Alex bent down and gave each kids a kiss on top of their head which i felt a ache in my heart.

"we could have that if you didnt cheat on me Alex" i mutter to my self. And slam my hand on the wheel and accidentally press the beep and got the attention of the kids and Alex.

Stupid damn ass! I said to my self and put my palms on my face and let the frustration out. What the hell is wrong with me?

After a minute they all got inside the daycare. And after waiting for almost three hours i got out of the car and got inside the daycare i was in the play ground and saw Alex trough the window carrying a little girl who seems eight to nine months old and i bent down rather hide against the wall besides the window were she was standing.

I heard her cooing to the infant and later she started humming a lullaby, she still have a good voice even though shes just humming and her voice so soft and i closed my eyes and lean against the wall and remembered that she used to do that to me while my head on her lap and she's caressing my hair like a kid Shit! I miss that. And later she stopped humming and what she said to the kid froze me and confused me, hatred started forming from me and i dont know what to do or how to react and i just stood there frozen .
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"if my son was still alive, i think you and him will be a good friend," she laughed but you can still hear the sniffing sound and the sadness in her voice.

"Oh god! I miss him, and i love him and the worst part is i dont even know if i can have a family of my own" she whispered cry and heard something sniffing and like she was wiping her tears.

" im stupid aren't i? Im glad you cant hear or even understand me. And i think working here just made me feel good and i feel that i have my child again breathing and alive" she let out a silent sniff and adjusted the kid in her arms and let out a small smile and laugh and she started moving and bouncing the kid in her arms and that's when i saw a hand mark on her wrist hiding in her sleeve . WHAT THE?!.

After almost ten minutes and i found my strength to stand still and walk to my car.

When i got inside, i was shell shock to what i found out. She was pregnant? When?how? Who's the father?....... Question after questions running in my mind and i let out another frustration and slam my fist in the steering wheel and another beep came out and i shouted in frustration and puting my fingers in my head and pulling my hair UGH!!! in that i drove out of the daycare and drove to my penthouse and figure things out.
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WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO HER WHILE WE'RE DIVORCED?

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So.......?!

That's what i have in my still blank mind but i hope you like it.

Hope you like the update and i think i need to restart my mind hahahhahha

GOD BLESS US ALL......