"Yeah, im fine." I said reassuringly to Monica. Touching my scar on the back of my head remembering how stupid i was.
"Okay, whatever you say Alex." She sigh.
"What do you wanna do tonight?"she ask with a smile.
"I dont know, maybe im just gonna stay at home and lay on my bed all day." I smiled and turned to face her.
"Honey, dont do that. Live your life you've been at your worse stop thinking about your ex's and suck it up and tonight you are going to dress a pretty sluty dress and we're going to stand in the club have a drink and have our fun!." She said with a excitement.
"Okay okay, just so you know we have to get up early tomorrow dont forget to come with me okay?."i said with a weakly smile.
"Oh!right!tomorrow huh?!its been a year.i miss that baby though,you okay?" She came to me and hugged me.
"Im fine" i said with a smile
"You havent told Nick huh?"
I didnt answer her i just ignored what she said."You know Alex atleast tell him about the baby i think he has the right to know." monica said while crossing her hands to her chest.
"I know but what can i do?he accused me of cheating and he didnt even bother to let me explain, maybe he wouldnt believe about the baby maybe he will question the baby too. And im tired of playing of blame-that-to-me game." I said taking a deep breath.
I tried telling nick about my pregnancy But every time i try telling him he happens to be with his whores and fucking all i can hear was moaning and groaning which just makes me run to the bathroom and throw up.so i just kinda stop trying and stop stressing it out because i know stressing is bad for the baby.
"Okay no matter what you do, say or watever i still love you Alex your strong we can work things out okay?"she said holding my hands and kissed my cheeks.
"Okay lets go home its getting dark and we have clubbing to do!"she said and started to walk away and dancing swaying her perfectly ass.
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"Why are doing this Nick.!?"i start to sob.
"Its over now Alex we are through!"he yelled while walking to the living room. I followed him and grab his wrist and he turned to face me.
"Nick let me explain, i dont even know who took those picture and edited them thats____"i was interrupted by Nick grabing my jaw tightly that making me hissed in pain.
"Edited!you think those are Edited!huh?!you think you can fool me with your tears and lies!not this time Alex.since when did the affair started Alex?!" God this is not happening again!not this time please.!
I stood in front of him and i started to feel dizzy all of a sudden and i can feel the blood drain trough my head and i feel nauseous and my stomach started to get hurt but i ignored it.and when i tried to defend myself. Nick went to our room and started packing my things and i was there standing crying alone in the living room and after he finished packing he came back and grab my upper arm tightly that i know it may Leave some bruises and lead me to the elevator and threw my bag in the bunk of the elevator and pushed me as i stumble to the floor of the bunk and hit my head.I saw guilt in his face when he saw me stumble on the floor and hit my head on the wall of the bunk he tried to help me but i was shock and angry of what he did i put my hand up as a sign of 'don't' and he held back. I touched my forehead and i saw blood in my palms and i hold a grip in the holder of the bunk to force myself to stand and and to keep my balance and said "thanks for all the wonderful memories Nick."before he can say a word the elevator closed thats the last time i saw him.
FLASHBACK OVER
I was taking a warm bath when i heard a knock on my door. "Alex!" Monica is already here and shouting too excited to go to the club.
"wait!im in the shower! Im almost done!".i shouted back. I got out from my bathtub and i reach for my towel and covered my self with it and i rush to the door to let Monica in.
"Excited much?"i said with a grin.
"Hell yeah!"
"Ok im almost done wait for me just give me a minute ok?"i said kissed her cheek and rush to my room to get ready.
"Almost done huh?!you just finished taking a bath."she shouted and start walking towards the couch. My apartment is not that big my walls was painted with milk brown and at the every edge of the walls are painted with dark brown i find it unique though. A small living room that has a quiet normal size TV a two back a lounger at each side and my favorite red couch that face the TV i know right.?! a red couch in a brown painted walls.
I was almost done,i was just putting pink lipstick and a little mascara and im good to go. When i was done i looked at myself in the full lenght mirror i am wearing a black long sleeves dress that which is above knee lenght that shapes my curves that i dont even know i have and its a backless and i wear my black and pink high heels to match-up with my dress and i put my hair to a loosen hair bun to let people see my back i know its kinda seductive but what the hell.
"Okay im good to go." I said as i step out of my room and i saw Monica turn her head to face me and
"you looking hot Alex!nice dress by the way and love what you did to your hair sexy messy bun."i smiled at her and she stood up and
"you dont look so bad your self Mon i guess we have in common huh!"i said as i turned my back to her. She was wearing a red backless that above the knee lenght a dress that you tie at your nape she's beautiful tall have a model body like and one of the things why i love her is she's honest, sometimes.
We get into a cab because using Monica's car wont help if we get drunk and none of us can drive it back home.
When we arive to the club we were lucky that the line wasnt that long i guess we came early.we were standing outside and i can hear the loud music from the club and and we are already feeling the beat.we talk and laugh until it was our time to get in.we entered the club and the smell of sweat,sex,scotch, and fun makes me hyper. We went to the bar and order some cosmos until we drunk two each and we went dancing to the dance floor.
While we were dancing, at the corner of my eyes i see someone was watching me i dont know if this is from my paranoia or what but i feel like something is wrong.
I want to look at him or her but im afraid that what i will see will make me regret.
I just want to loosen up and have fun with my friend, i think i need more drink to stop this uneasiness.
"hey mon!" i shouted at her ear so that she can hear me from this blasting sound of music.
"yup?!"
"i think im gonna grab some more drinks. U want some?"
"sure!I'll wait for you here!"she shouted back while she swaying her body and her hands were up in the sky.
When i started to get to the Bar.i push some people out of my way all i can touch and see were sweat bodies, people kissing, dancing drinking.
While my eyes roamed i saw the person i never thought that i would see.my body stiffened and my breath was caught i feel like im paralyze, my foot were rooted on the floor i cant move a muscle my eyes were wide and i can feel the tears formed my eyes and start remembering my past.
When he made eye contact with me i know things will start to change and he will hate me more if he knew about him...

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General FictionAlexandria Olsen has a terrible past she was abuse and manipulated by her ex-fiancé after recovering from her past and she met the love of her life Nick but unfortunately Nick divorced her because he believed that Alex cheated with his best friend w...