Why? || Miniminter

Chapter 1 - The Fight

"You said you understood! You knew what you were getting into when you said yes!" The familiar voice yelled at me, while I stood at the door to his room. "Don't turn this around, Simon! I didn't think you'd be gone so much, we live 5 minutes apart, I thought you'd have a little time for me at least!" I yelled back. Oh, and for those who's wondering, Simon is my boyfriend. My other half. My one and only, yeah you get the idea. We've been together for 1 year soon, and I've seen him about 2 hours in total. Alright, I might exaggerate a bit, but you get the point? He's an asshole who don't give a shit about me.

"Why you being sucha bitch bout it? It has never bothered you before?" He defends himself. He walks past me and goes down the stairs. "Where the fuck are you going? I'm talking to you!" I yelled from the top of the stairs. I was at his place, and he shares it with a few friends. So yelling about this was actually nothing I wanted to do. But Simon ignored me anyway and was now in the kitchen.

I walked down the stairs and peek my head thru the kitchen door, and of course he wasn't alone. "Simon please," I plead, I wanted his attention. Of course I didn't want to fight with him, but he's been so distant lately, and what's the point of having a boyfriend if he's not there for you. I don't want to be with him every single minute, we both need alone time, I'm not that clingy, but he could show some interest in me. I love him, that's why I'm here, but he doesn't show me that he loves me.

"Alright then, I'm leaving now." I said and turned around, but Simon still sat there, talking to his friend Vikk about some random video they'll do later. I don't know why he acted like this.
He was so caring and sweet in the beginning. But now, I don't exist for him anymore. But yeah, this is what he wants. I'll leave him alone. I'm not breaking up with him, I'll just give him some time, even if he have had plenty of it already. But I love him way to much to break up with him.

I walked out the door, and begun to walk towards my house, with so many thoughts in my head, I don't even know if I'll survive the night. It took awhile until I reached the door, but when I finally was there I opened the door and walked inside, "I'm back!" I yelled and my room mate came running towards me, "How did it go?" She looked at me with big eyes, "Fine," I was really not in the mood for talking now, "You're lying," She examined my face carefully, "Tell me what happened." She's really curious, sometimes I don't even know if she cares about me, or if she just want to know things. "Nothing happened, all he said was that he had to edit shit and record shit and go out and I don't really know anymore" I said it like I didn't care, but I did, I still wanted to spend some time with him.

"Why are you still with him?" She blurt out and I didn't know if I would be offended or not. She should comfort me, telling me he's a jerk and he will call me soon. Not that I should break up with him. I just glared at her, "Lace, you're so insensitive." I call her out and she gasped, "How can you say so? But since you brought it up, I'm tired of you always fighting with Simon and then expecting me to have your back!" She didn't scream, she just talked very loudly, like I had some sort of handicap.

"You asked me how it went, even though I said it went fine, you said I was laying. So don't turn this around." I defended myself. No way that Lace were going to win this argument.
"And all I asked then was 'why are you with him'. You're always so fucking rude and depressed when you come back home Ariel. I just want your best." She said looking a little bit everywhere but my eyes. Oh, she was definitely lying.

I rolled my eyes at her. She was not a good liar. I don't even know what she wants. Why would she even want me to be single. I was so lonely and sad when I was alone, but now, even though I have a boyfriend, who I love so much and he actually makes me happy time from time, she still wants me to go back to the old me. The one who only listened to music and wrote personal things in my notebook. Oh and don't forget all the Ben & Jerry's my stomach has experienced.

"What's your deal?" I questioned, as I looked closely in her eyes to see if she spoke the truth. "Huh?" She acted all innocent, like she didn't knew what I was talking about. But I could tell she knew. And that's not everything, she's hiding something, I don't know what it is, or if I actually want to find out.

But I'm definitely a curious person, and I'll regret it for the rest of my life if I'll let this slip. I'll show her how a real actress do it. She has no idea what's coming for her.