Why? || Miniminter

Chapter 25 - Goodbye

"What does she have on you?" I whisper loud enough for him to hear me. "Huh? What do you mean?" His voice is also low, no one else is here, but we don't want to be loud.

"Simon, she clearly has something on you." I sigh and roll my eyes at how stupid he acted. "It doesn't matter." His voice was filled with annoyance. I know he doesn't want to talk about it, but he has known me for quite a while. He should know what I am like by now.

"It does. How did you two even meet?" I question him and he groan and avoid eye contact. "None of your business" he says coldly. "I'm not gonna tell her, just tell me why you're scared of her?" I demand him, and he scoffs. "I'm not scared of her."

I grab his hands in mine and stare at him. Trying to freak him out, so he'll tell me. "Why are you staring at me like that?" He question and look around the place. Good. I'm making him uncomfortable.

"I don't know what you mean" I smiled widely and comes closer to his face slowly. He back away from me with his back and head. I keep going forward him until he falls back, making me fall on him. I start to laugh as I have my upper body on his tummy."get off me. You're heavy" I hear the smile in his voice. He may act like he's over me, but I know he isn't.
"You're calling me fat, huh??" I try to act mad, even tho I smile as I say it. I sit myself up again and Simon gives me his hands so I can drag him up aswell. "Nahnah, but now when you're mentioning it" he smirks and starts to poke my side. "Fucking hell, it tickles" I jump away from him and he smirks. I've missed this so much.

"But," I say after awhile, "I get that you don't want to share what she has said. But do you believe me?" I question him. It takes him awhile to reply, he's thinking about it. Which is probably not a good sign. Not for me, or for her. This means that a small part of Simon actually believes me, otherwise he would've said no right away.

"Yes. I do believe you, but it's much more complicated than that" I can hear the sadness in his voice, "okay look, I trust you alright" he begins and squeeze my hands a little as he looks down at them, "even after everything that happened, and you not trusting" he lower his voice at the last part. "So," he highers his voice now again and observe me, "don't tell Kay, or we will both be in big trouble!" He looks serious. He doesn't break eye contact until I nod my head slowly, and then he continues. He takes a deep breath first, collecting his thoughts, or thinking everything thru one more time before finally beginning, "you know how much youtube means to me right? The fans, the video making. Even the bloody editing." He sigh and I look at him, not know what to say or do. But he carries on without me saying a word, "she threatened my channel," Simon whispered and I gasp.

I may have accused him for many things, but never in the right mind would I make him give up the one thing he loves most. That's too grim.

"How?" I was speechless. I stared at him, waiting for him to continue. I was eager too hear more about this whole messed up situation. "She was at my place when I was out one day. And since it's my computer, I never log out from example, youtube and twitter and so on. And she changed my password for youtube," he left me in awe. And not the good kind of awe, I was mad. She made me furious. I thought she was dangerous, but no. She's just crazy. She needs to be put in an asylum.

"Have you contacted youtube? Say you got hacked and leave her?" I ponder to him. I want to help him, ofcourse. He may be my ex, but I'm not fully over him. Besides, I think I've gotten strong feelings for him again.

"I can't. You have no idea of what she's capable of." I muttered a bit annoyed. "I do, I fought her in her basement the other day. She's fucking strong mate" I make a fake laugh,and Simon looks at me. "Never mind, I shouldn't have told you." I mumble and my eyes got bigger as I stared at him. "Why?" I question him, feeling a bit broken here. Someone doesn't appreciate my help.

 He sighs and rose from the bed, dragging his hands thru his blonde hair. "Wait!" I blurt out and stand up myself. "I want to help you! But I don't know what to do" I say and he looks at me and after a few moments he pulls me in for a hug. "There's nothing you can do. I got to make a choice today and it has to be her." The sound of his broken voice brings tears to my eyes. "I want to keep making videos, I want people to be happy, I love my fans so much, Ariel." I squeeze him tighter. I don't want him to feel like this. He deserves more happiness than anyone else.

"I'm sorry, but I got to go. Don't mention this to her please." He pulled away and when I saw his bloodshot eyes, something in me just broke. She ain't getting away with this. I nodded, I didn't want to worry him. But it was lie, I'm not telling her, but she will suffer somehow.

As he walked towards the front door, with his head down and sniffling like mad, he turned his head around and just stared at me for a few seconds before opening his mouth, "By the way, I didn't cheat on you the whole time we were together," and then he left.