I didn't necessarily like Mikayla that much, because if I did I wouldn't ruin between her and her boyfriend, but her house was so beautiful. I wonder if she really bought all of this on her own, or if she got help. *cough* Simon.
No matter who paid for it, the stuff she had was cool and looked very expensive.
I walked around the house, looking at all the details, taking everything in while Simon sat himself down on the couch.
"Can we talk?" He asked, while I was in the middle of admiring her art. She had homemade paintings on her walls, with her signature at the bottom. She was a good painter, like really good. She had real talent.
"Talk." I spoke up, not turning my gaze from the art. I heard a loud sigh before he talked again, "I'm sorry, alright"
Oh look at that, he actually do know how to apologies.
"But you were the one who wanted us to end, what did you expect?" He sounded more and more frustrated, but I refused to look at him. "Me to mourn until I die? Yeah, that's not gonna happen. I have to live my life, I can't live it according to yours." The more he spoke, the more my eyes started to burn, and I could feel them watering up. "But for your record, I did not cheat. So you broke off with me for nothing. And now you gotta pay for it." He finishes and I turn around, I had tears falling down my cheek, one after one and I just stare at him. "You can't be fucking serious!" I speak as loud as a broken voice can, which is not loud at all. "I have evidence. For how long are you gonna keep this charade up? Why can't you just admit what you did? And what you did it was wrong?" I walk closer to him, and he doesn't even flinch. He looks me dead in the eyes as I get closer. "And what am I paying for? Are you dating her to make me hurt? I don't get it. Can you please explain it to me. I'm lost." I end my sentence as I start crying. I lost it completely, I know this is lame, crying over a boy? Who even does that. But I truly loved him, I've said it before and I'll say it again. I love him, we was together for a year, and feelings don't just disappear especially not after a week.
"I wouldn't do that. I'm not using her. Why would you think so low of me." He didn't sound as confident as he always do. He sounded broken as well, and but he didn't cry. He just sat there.
I sat myself in the corner of the sofa with my knees to my chest, holding them tight.
"When's Mikayla coming?" I asked quietly, hoping Simon would hear me. "Soon, I think." He answered, just as quiet as I was. "Can you text her please?" All my energy was drained for the crying, and I didn't feel like being alone with Simon any more. "Sure" He spoke and grabbed his phone.
I wish nothing of this would've happen. I miss him so much. All of this is because of Lace. She started it all. Or to be fair, my curiousity did. I'm too curious for my own good. And I don't mean this conversation, I mean the day I looked thru Lace's phone. But actually, now when I'm thinking about it, Luke Hemmings was also a part of this.
Oh god, Luke Hemmings just ruined my relationship. I still adore him though.
"She don't know when she's done, there has been some struggles," Simon said and put away his phone. "Oke, thank you" I answered and put my head on my knees.
I felt the sofa go down beside me, and before I knew it, he held me under his arm. I looked up and stared at him,
"What the fuck are you doing?" I change my gaze between him and his arm that was on my shoulders.
"I'm trying to comfort you, shit I'm sorry for trying to be nice" He defended himself and removed his hand. "Yeah... you stopped being nice when you put yo dick in someone else." And his eyes got bigger as I finished my sentence and he looked at me shocked. "Stop saying I'm a cheater, cuz I'm not!" He moved away from me again and sat himself so far away from me as possible. I just laughed and shook my head.
I honestly don't know why he believes so hard that he didn't cheat when all the evidence is pointing to that he did it.
"Ariel, can you just answer this please?" I look up at him and he looks at me as well, "why do you think I cheated?" And he looks down after asking me the question. I take a deep breathe before thinking carefully, no matter what I say, he'll have an excuse for it.
"Lace." I say before I take a moment to think this thru, "the messages. If it really was nothing going on between you two, you would have told me." I take another deep breathe, because I have no idea where this is going. Simon didn't say anything, he just listened to what I had to say. I liked it, he really wants to know because otherwise he would have interrupted me.
"You left me hanging, I felt so dumb. You two texted and I didn't know about it. I normally don't care who you text, but the things you two wrote, I think I deserved to know about it. Oh and the same goes with Luke. You knew how much he meant to me, or how much the band means to me, yet you two followed each other and dm:ed." I stopped talking for a moment to catch my breathe and it felt kind of good to talk about this, but it was also a struggle.
"But honestly, I don't care that much that you and him dmed, what hurts is the things you wrote. I know it was wrong of me to go thru your phone. But we were together, you shouldn't chat about other girls to him. You shouldn't keep secret to me." I was done with my rant. I think that was all the 'evidence' I had. Which now, when I'm thinking about it, isn't really evidence.
Just as Simon were about to say something, the door opens. "Heya!" I hear Mikaylas voice from the hallway, before her head peaks thru the door frame, she takes a long look at me and Simon before speaking,
"What's been going on here?"
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Why? || Miniminter
FanfictionWhy are some people straight up dickheads, and cheat? "Wasn't I good enough," "Is she prettier than me?" "Does she have a better body than me?" All this questions, that has no answer. And that person has to live with it for the rest of one's life. T...
