Chapter 23 - I'm telling

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It's been a few days since Kay was acting like a maniac. I haven't told Simon about it yet, but I will, I just don't know how. I was pacing back a forth in my apartment, thinking about if I should text him or not. Mikayla might be beside him and see it. She'll start to suspect things, and that's not what I want. I haven't heard from her either, which I am extremely thankful for. But to be fair, she doesn't know where I live, so I'm safe if I text him, but on the other hand, she's a psychopath. She'll find my address.

But I have to do it. I don't want Simon to be in danger. 
Oh, and about that text Mikayla made me send, he didn't reply. Maybe he knew it wasn't me, or he just wasn't interesting. 

I walked to my bedroom and sat down on my bed and grabbed my phone. I opened messenger and went to Simon's chat. My fingers went all over the place since I didn't know how to start the message. I thought long and hard until I finally come up with something.

What are you doing? I need to apologies for before..

I sent him a simple text, just telling him I want to say sorry for the way I behaved, even though that's complete bullshit. I don't plan to apologies, but no one says 'no' that an apology.
I waited a few minutes until my phone went off, and I saw Simon's number on the screen.

"Uh hello?" I question with an unsteady voice. This made me nervous, what if it was actually Mikayla who saw my message and decided to call me and have a go at me before finding my address and torturing me? It took a few moments before I heard his voice speak, "yeah hi. Sorry just had to finish up something" probably editing as always.

"It's fine," I lie, I was actually in a rush, or not really. But this is definitely more important than his youtube career. "but so, what are you doing? Are you alone?" I asked, not wanting anyone else to hear this conversation. "I've been answering emails and dms about work aaaall day" He drag out the 'all' so it would seem like he is a hard worker. "And yeah I'm alone, why?" He question, and I high five myself mentally. "Good! Good.. I need to talk to you about something quite important" I spoke fast and he got quiet for a few seconds which made me rather nervous.

"I thought you wanted to apologies.." He says with a low and dark voice, which made him sound really hot.

"Uh yeah, ofcourse.. I rather do it in person. Much more, uhm.. personal?" I do not sound confident at all, and it comes out more like a question instead of a statement.

"Why are you lying.." He has been with me for a year. Ofcourse he would know if I'm not honest.

"Because I thought you wouldn't want to see me, and I have something really important to tell you" I say ashamed. "Just tell me now," He still has his low voice which makes me regret breaking up with him. 
Oh god, this is why you're not friends with ex's. You'll get feelings for them again, because they never really left.

"It's about your girlfriend." I say slowly, and Simon keeps quiet, meaning that I have to go on. "She, uh.. I don't know how to put it nicely.." I can't just offend his girlfriend. He still loves her, and won't believe me. Plus, he will hang up as fast as I mention that she's a psychopath, which is why I needed to see him, then he has no escaping from me.

"What about her?" He asks puzzled after I've been quiet for awhile. "I.. Please can you just meet me somewhere? It's hard to explain over the phone." I begged him and he was quiet for awhile as I kept biting my lip and scratching the paint of my nails out of nervousness.
"Tell me what it's about and I'll come to your house?" He asked and I smiled to myself. I'm basically a lifesaver.

"You know a few days ago?" I started easy so he would actually come and see me. "Well, something, uh.. Weird? yeah weird happened and I'm worried about you now." I think I nailed it. I wasn't too forward, and hopefully he'll come to me so I can explain. "Did she kiss you or something?" and I could hear the smirk in his voice as he said that. "No Simon," I answered dead serious, "I told you was it was about, can you please come now?" I begged him even more, hoping he would just come. "Are you sure, not even a little peck?" Simon begged it, which made me smile and shake my head. "You're an idiot, just come, please" I started to bit my nails now, impatient started to grow as he wasn't really taking this serious.

"Aight, meet me at the store you were in before cuz I don't know where you live." I mentally high fived myself again as we hung up. If this boy doesn't believe me now, I don't know what to do. 

As I waited for Simon to arrive, I walked around my house thinking about how I'd start the conversation. "Oh hey, you'r girlfriend is a psychopath and will probably kill you in your sleep because she doesn't want you to love anyone else"

Uh, no. "Kay is probably on drugs and have probably raped you so she would be pregnant and you'd be stuck with her forever

Like, how do you put it nicely, it's literally impossible.
After a few moments of thinking and walking around, I got a text.

I'm here

Well, it's all or nothing now. What's the worse that can happen?

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