Lovesick

Didn't see this one coming

Sorry this took so long. About a week ago I was going to update and tell a happily ever after story because I was happy. In real life I'm Sutton and everyone in this book is a real person Just changed there names. I thought I was finally getting my happily ever after. Well guess what I was wrong.

I listened to Last Kiss and the Story of Us by Taylor Swift  while writing this.

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(Sutton's POV)

Bliss

That's the only thing I can think of to describe how I feel.

~See you tonight beautiful :)~

It's May 21, 2013 exactly a month since I started Aiden. Tonight was the sports banquet and I was excited to see Aiden.

I dressed really cute. I had to get there early because of my mom.

I sat down a table and ate some candy. Taylor walked in looking gorgeous.

More people come and filled up our table. Austin walked and he looked amazing probably the best looking guy there. I waved to him, but he kept walking and sat with his family. I thought about going over to sit with him, but I didn't want to intrude so I just stayed were I was.

We ate dinner and then did the awards. I got some, but Aiden got a ton. After it was all over with I tried to find him. I saw him basically running out the door. My mom wanting to take pictures too yelled at him he turned around.

"Hey my mom wants to take pictures," I said.

"Oh okay,"

We took pictures and he just left. I didn't understand what was going on. I texted him he read it and didn't respond.

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The next morning.

I woke up and checked my phone for my usual goodmorning text but my phone was blank. I had forgotten he never texted me back.

My positive side said:

He just forgot. He got busy. He got grounded.

Negative side:

Your clingy. Your ugly. Your fat. How could he ever love you. You stupid girl.

I got up and made my way to school.

I talk alot. And guess when I'm not talking people know somethings wrong.

Everyone was asking whats wrong all day and I didn't have an answer.

7th period came and he did not say one word to me. No eye contact nothing. Class ended and I walked alone to 8th period for the first time in a month.

"What the heck is wrong," I said after school.

"Nothing,"

"Just tell me quit lying!"

"Fine I'm a douche and I'm a screw up so we just need to be friends."

I could literally fell my heart breaking. Hot salty tears rolled down my cheeks.

"What no you aren't please don't do this!"

"I'm sorry Sutton we just need to be friends it's better this way," He said the walked off.

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I'm sorry it's so short I just couldn't go into detail it hurts. It was over text in real life though, but that's some of what he said and he never gave me a valid answer as to why. I'm sorry the book ended this way it wasn't suppose to. We were supposed to be happy. I guess you can blame Aiden for that.

I did enjoy writing this book, though it was more of a diary for me. Thank you to all the people who read it. This is just gonna be the end. I don't think you wanna hear about me being depressed for the next updates. Unless things get better or change I probably won't update. But who knows things change I sure didn't see this coming

                                                                                                     -Caitlyn