The Diary of a Bitch

Where Did I Go?

Wednesday September 30, 2015

So I evaporated. Pardon me... Actually, I just got really sad. It's a long story, but when I got back to school today, Luke was so worried about me that he made me give him my number. He texted me instantly with a winky face. He still seems a little upset about something. I wanted to ask, but he doesn't look like he wants to talk about it. I think I'll ask Ellen tomorrow. She has all the answers.

I was wearing my sweater again- but Luke made no mention of it today. I have a lot more to hide now, so the newly cold weather is a blessing. Fall has always been my favorite. My ex friend theorized that I loved fall because it is the season of "dying." I didn't want to understand what she meant by that. I tried to hide my thoughts so well. But I guess there are just some things you can't hide from someone who is supposed to be your best friend. It mustn't have bothered her at all though, because she didn't put up a fight when I told her to stop talking to me. I said it so suddenly too- one day we were hanging out and watching movies, the next I was telling her to fuck off. She hasn't spoken to me since. You'd think that someone who claimed to know everything about you would have refused to let you be alone when all you wanted was to sleep forever...

Today I'm just going to post this little bit to let everyone know that I am alive... But I promise, PROMISE that I will upload something longer tomorrow. I'll stop being so vague and let you all know what I did with my weekend, as well as on Monday and Tuesday.

(What a fucking lovely day.)