I cannot stop thinking about him.
He is in my head all the time.
Even when I am with my boyfriend i think about him.
I feel worng for thinking about him so much.
He left me for her 6 months ago.
But here I am.
Hating the fact that my North Face does not smell like him anymore.
That I cannot hold his hand.
That he is going to end up leaving my life for good.
That I am only going to have memories of what we use to be.
That I am only going to have the messages to prove we use to be in love.
Or she thought was love.
Now she is just stuck.
Feeling that she should have been better.
That she is a horrible person.
Now,
She does not eat.
She doe not sleep.
She relapses more and more.
And she is scared that it will only get worse.
And she is scared she might lose herself.
She does not want to lose herself.
She does not want to lose him.
She just wants a constent in her life and that is him.
He has been there for three years and was there through the depressions.
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RandomThese are just some random stuff that I will write. Most of it will be about how I've been feeling lately and if you can relate to these cool beans if not no hate please because I don't think I can take the pain for much longer...I'll be writing unt...
