I'm sorry. I know you probable didn't want this life for me. You didn't want me hurt .
You said you wouldn't leave me to face this world alone. Yet here I am. Two years have passed since you left me here and so many bad things happened.
When you left for LA or where ever you went, You said no one cares for you and that no one loves you. But that was lie. I care and I love you. I look up to you as my big brother. I always have.
You would sing me to sleep when I was little and had nightmare's. You wrapped me up in some kind of foam thing and carried me around the house saying "Who wants a big burrito?"
You showed me what to look for in a guy. A guy needs to love me, not just for a little while, but for forever. A guy must be kind. And man must never hurt me.
You called me your little sister since the first day you learned i was gonna be born. You went around telling everyone I was your little sister, when really I'm just your little cousin.
But after you died...I lost everything...
I lost my cousin...My brother...My mind...
I began to cut myself and did things I knew you'd be disappointed in.
I'm sorry I let down so bad Zachary. I really am. I want to fix everything but it's to late...
I still love you. I still care for you.
Forever and always Zach.
Love,
Lost_Girl_2018
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RandomThese are just some random stuff that I will write. Most of it will be about how I've been feeling lately and if you can relate to these cool beans if not no hate please because I don't think I can take the pain for much longer...I'll be writing unt...
