Se loves him.
She knows that now.
She wishes he know just how much.
Can she love after all that's happened in her life?
All the bad things that have been going on her whole life?
Will she ever be as strong as what some people think she is?
Will she ever be truly happy again?
She wants to tell him but she's afraid...
She knows she shouldn't be but she is.
She know people will be there one minute and gone the next.
Se knows people think they know the know the real her but they don't...
They will never understand the pain in her heart from all the bad things.
She's told him and he "cares", she just doesn't if he's lying or not.
She wishes she wasn't afraid to tell him she's thought of ending her life to stop the pain.
She's wishes every night that something good will happen to her.
She's answered the same way as always...
With a painful day.
She passes hi in the hallways at schools.
She smiles shyly.
But he doesn't see the pain behind the mask.
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Her wish for something good happen came true.
The best part is, is that it's four something's.
She got Rachel and Cassidy and soon came Kieran and lastly but the best she got Emy.
She couldn't have gotten through the last few years without these girls by her side.
They are the best things to ever happen to her and she will never forget how amazingly awesome these girls are.
I love girls to the moon and back, forever and always.
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How much do you love your bff's?
How have they helped you?
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