Jade's POV:
,,I'm telling you Jade he is just the sweetest guy I ever met,but when we are kissing he's not all that sweet,if you know what I mean?" Jesy says and gives me that naughty wink.
,,Ew,Jes.Gross,he is my brother!" I looked at her with a fake disgusted look,but inside I still can't believe that I foud a person who I'm so close to that we could talk about these kind of things.
,,Sorry hun." She grinned.I'm so happy to see her happy and I know that Jake is also happy.
,,I have to use the bathroom before I go home.I'm literally exploding.Will you wait here?"Jesy asked me and I nodded.
Out of the corner of my eye I see Tyra,Celine and Laura walking up to me.They immediately formed a circle and I walked backwards towards the wall.
,,Thirlwall,have you done that stupid english homework for tomorrow?" I nodded shyly.
,,Give it to me!" Tyra said threatening.Although I think this is a bad idea,I shook my head hesitantly because Jesy told me I have to stand up for myself and eventually they will stop with the bullying and anyways what do I have to loose,it can't get any worse.
,,I said give it to me,you stupid bitch!" Tyra said walking closer and I instantly closed my eyes waiting for her fist to make contact with my face once again but nothing happend.
,,You better stay away from her,hear me?If I see you once again threatening Jade,there won't be a tomorrow." I opened my eyes slowly now that i'm out of danger and saw Jesy pushing Tyra away from me and she and her little gang ran away like little chickens it was almost funny how scared they were.
,,You alright,babe?" Jesy asked and hugged me.
,,I'm fine just a little shaken up."
,,Ugh,they are just so stupid,I really want to hit them.You did nothing to them,only because they are jealous of your intelligence and your beauty.Such disgraces to human nature." Jesy was gesticulating wildly and almost yelling.
,,I'm sure they are." I mumbled with sarcasm so that Jesy couldn't hear what I was saying as she was in such a zone but unfortunately she must have heard it anyways.
,,Jadey,I thought when we talked about it and you understood that none of this is your fault!"
,,I know you only want to help Jesy but I'm not stupid I know that none of his is happening because the most popular girl from school is jealous of my fat body and ugly face and you know it too so stop lying." I snapped at her.Jesy looked like someone hit her on the head.
,,I'm sorry Jade.But you know thats really what I think are the reasons and I thought you understood, because I told you if not you have to go to therapy.Depressions and these self doubts are really dangerous and I know I said I leave the decision who you want to talk to by yourself but the condition was that you talk with somebody,which you didn't do so far and if i hear now that you still feel so badly about yourself I don't know what to do anymore." She said quietly and had this sad expression in her eyes like the last piece of hope just died.I don't want that,I don't want my best friend to be sad especially not because of my health.I know I'm sick,mentally,but I'm just too afraid to talk to someone about all of this.
,,I d-don't need therapy." I almost whispered and Jesy tried to make eye contact.
,,Thats the thing though Jade,I actually think you do.You know I want to be there for you but its just a lot and I don't know what to do anymore.I can't watch you slowly killing yourself and sit there like I'm watching a movie in the theatre.I love you too much,you know that right?I don't want to hurt you with this." Tears started forming in my eyes.I knew I had a problem but hearing someone else say it,was just a different number.Jesy started wiping the tears away when a car honked and I saw Jesy's older brother driving towards us.
