Jade's POV:
,,Jadey you need to wake up,come on you lazy bun!" My older sister Liz yelled. She is spending the week here and i'm so happy because i missed her so much.Slowly i stood up and started changing. For the last couple weeks school has been pretty acceptable,i mean don't get me wrong everyone is still bullying me but Jesy and I are really close friends and I enjoy spending the time with her. I would still say I'm what people would call depressed but when i'm with Jesy, I can shut the voices in my head down and just relax,she is just so fun to be around.
,,Hey Mum" I mumbled as i sat down.Today at breakfast we were only 5 people since i had later school and the younger ones were already gone.
,,Hey Honey cereal or toast?"
,,Nothing,thanks.I'm not hungry yet!"I said and gave her a fake smile.
,,Alright then i'm making you a big sandwich for school so you can eat there!" I know she only wants to be nice but can't she understand that i have to lose weight therefore i need to eat less.Why does nobody get that,don't they see my fat?!
~At school~
,,Hey girl " Jesy already waited at the corner when i arrived,she always does that to "protect" me. Its so nice of her,i would never tell her that all the bullying continues as soon as she looks away.
,,Hey" I smiled.
,,So what are you up to today?" We slowly walked towards our class room.
,,I might go shopping with Pez and Liz but thats not really sure.You?"
,,Oh i plan on visting a friend of mine" She gave me a cheeky smile which let me know this wasn't just a friend,but my self-esteem is so low i wouldn't even ask my best friend if she is dating someone because i think it may annoy her.
,,Eh Jade how about you go already inside?I just need to use the bathroom quickly!"
,,Fine" I said,nodding shyly.
Jesy's POV:
To: Jakeee<3
So Jade told me she's going shopping today with your sisters,so i thought we could meet up at yours for a change?:))
From: Jakeee<3
Yeah Pez told me.So you wanna come over at 3?? Love ya xx
To: Jakeee<3
Would love to<3xx
Yes,Jake and I are still dating and I know its wrong that we still haven't told Jade,especially since she is my best friend and they are siblings but I'm just so scared that she will be angry.But I'm gonna tell her,soon..
Jade's POV: Shopping
,,Oh come on Jadey you have to try something aswell!" Perrie said.
Sighing,I pulled out an oversized grey sweater,just the right thing.
,,No,no,no! You need to stop wearing this stuff!If i would still live at home you would've already needed to throw it all out.These are just way to big,you have such a nice little figure!You always used to wear these cute skirts and dresses" Liz had a complete fit in the middle of the store and me and Perrie looked at her with confusion,until Perrie started hysterically laughing because everyone was looking at Liz like she was mad.Which she was to be honest,me and a nice figure?Is this girl blind?! I mean,yes i used to wear this stuff but back then i had no bullies and things were just different also i need to cover up all my scars.
,,I just don't like this stuff anymore and its my body you can't tell me what to wear you are not my mum!" I said angry.
,,Alright,alright.Now lets all calm down!Liz you really can't tell her what to wear she's 16 but Jade,its true in those big sweater you can't see anything and you have 10 of those already so maybe you could try to find a compromise?" Perrie said calm.I'm so glad she's there,she's just always the one to bring us down,the happy one.Me and Liz both nodded at her and i searched for another item that would satisfy them. I pulled out a legging with cute little bows on,a long sleeved top with Bambi on and another one which was white with lace on top.
