YOU BACK? (sons of anarchy/jax teller)

Bleeding in every possible way.

... "Calm down" Chibs told me. He sat me down on the table my legs swinging by the side. I held my hands out of reach so they would not bleed on my dress. Chibs came back almost intently. He came with a tweezer and a few towels and some bandages. He wrapped my hands in a towel and said "what where you thinking, getting in a fight with 'the queen' you'r out of you'r mind" "Just wait a minute I did not start this, she attacked me" I answered my self. That's when he came in. "you crazy or what" Jax said. " No you should ask that same question you'r mother" i spat at him. At this point I did not care what he was thinking about me. "you coming here to steer things up" he said. " I did not start the fight, she followed me to the bathroom and started threatening to kill me" so you should talk to your mother. At the same time we talked Chibs pulled the mirror bits of my left hand, they where not so deep in. "why are you here by the way" jax asked me. " i'm here for my best friends wedding" I said cheekily. "you staying for long" Chibs asked me for the second time today. " I live here now you guys better get used to me again" I spitted at them. Chibs just finished patching me up so i got up and started walking away. "What do you have here anymore" Jax shouted after me. I turned around and said "A job, my best friend an a memory of my dad and my family" I said tears streaming down my cheek. I just walked out after that. I got bruises on my cheek and my tummy, but thank god it will appear tomorrow and not today. 

I sat next to Janina and she asked "what happened to your hands" and she was choked. "I fell" I said lying I did not want to ruin her day. "Don't lie to me" she said knowing that i'm not falling so easily. I thought it would be the best I would tell the truth or she would get piss at me. "I got into a little fight with Gemma... its nothing". KLING KLING KLING Derec wanted attention. " I want to say thank you to my lovely wife and Tia maid of honor and to everyone who came. Its a great pleasure to be friend with you all and I love everyone of you. Thank you and Tia do you want to continue. He said. He got me of guard and all eyes where on me "Hi everyone, its been a long time since I have been here. but I have always known my best friend Janina and I love you, the both of you. But finding things that make you happy shouldn't be so hard. And i know you will face pain, suffering and hard choices, but you can't let the weight of it choke the joy out of your life. No matter what, you have to find the things that love you and the things you love... and run to them. There is and old saying that what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. I don't believe in that. I think the things that try to kill you makes you angry and sad. Stenght comes from the good things your family, friends and the satisfaction of hard work. Those are the things to hold on to when you are broken and those are the things that will keep you whole. We don't know who we are , until we are connected to someone else. We are just better human beings when we are with the person we are supposed to be with. And I hope the best for you two. thank you" That's when I understood that I was talking to Jax, I did not take my eyes of him in my whole speech.

I walked to the bathroom hoping that Gemma would not follow me. I did what I needed. I where on my own there where no one except me. "Tia can I talk to you" I heard a familiar voice... Jax. I opened the door and it was him. He pushed him self in. " I don't know why you are here but I don't care. It is like a sign to me, you are here to get me out of here out of the crew" He said. I opened my mouth to say something but he cut me. "And I heard everything what happened between you and my mother" He came closer to me and gave me a hug. he cut me of guard. I hugged back, giving him a small squeeze. And now i'm bleeding inside.

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