YOU BACK? (sons of anarchy/jax teller)

Passion

"What's wrong" I asked worried. Gemma just kept pacing around, "Gemma" I said. "It's Piney" she said. "He's drinking like it's his last day" she continued. I started laughing a bit. "Really, that's something urgent" I said and looked at her. She just looked at me like I was stupid. "He has always done that" I told her and she nodded understanding what I said. I walked towards the door and opened it hoping she would get my hint. And she did, she walked out but she stopped by her car and said. "I'm sorry that I lied to you, about Jax being shot" "It's ok" I said and smiled to her. She jumped in her car and drove away. I closed the door and went to the kitchen, I opened the fridge and took a glass of milk and sat by the table. 

  

FLASH BACK: 

I sat by the table with nothing but my bra and my sweats and looked where my dad lied. I took a cigarette from the table and placed it between my lips and lighted it, It was my first cigarette ever. "Hun, I will go to the funeral home and make everything ready for tomorrow" My mum said and gave me a kiss on my forehead and walked out. I looked at the bags in the hall, it was my mums stuff. She's moving back to Finland after tomorrow. She said that I'll be fine, and I think that too. Its my last days in Collage and after that I will move to Chicago and become an surgeon. I heard a few bikes pull up to our driveway. I could not move. I heard the door open and steps coming towards me, I saw Jax, Chibs and Tig ,they sat by the table with me. "How are you" Chibs asked me looking so worried. He's like a father/brother to me. I could not live without him, "As good as I can be in this situation" I told him and looked him in the eyes . he just nodded. "You knew about this, about killing my dad" I asked Jax. He seemed so unaware. "What are you thinking Tia" he said. I laughed and stood up. "I think you'll find your way out" I told them and walked to my bedroom. I heard Tig and Chibs tell Jax to back off. I fell on my bed and heard the door shut. And I fell asleep not sleeping in a week.

FLASH BACK OVER.

I heard a loud engine pulling to my driveway and got me out of my thought. I opened the door. "Hi" I heard Jax say. "Hi, umm you want to come in" I asked him and he smiled and said "Was'nt that the plan" and laughed. He went past me and sat inside on my couch. "We did'nt have a plan" I told him and he just smiled. "I missed you Tia, I really have" He said and looked at me. I stood in front of him with a table separating us. "It was hard, leaving you, leaving Charming, but I did it for a reason, to get away from everything. To start of fresh, somewhere else " I told him and he got a bit hurt. We where silent for a while. "Why did'nt you just leave with me" I asked him with a few tears in my eyes. "I could'nt leave because of the club" he said and looked me in the eyes. "I have always admired that about you, your loyalty. Not leaving the guys just hanging" I told him. I sat next to him and he took my hand in his. We looked at each other eyes for a while until I could not keep my self away from him. I needed to be close to him, I kissed him and he was instantly with me. I tangled my hands in his hair, he picked me up and I was strangling his hips and he carried me to my bedroom He threw me on the bed and I watched him take of his shirt and his pants. Now he was only in his underpants. I smiled and he came on top of me, he started undressing me he took my shirt of and tossed it on the floor. soon enough we where both naked and totally in love with each other. After our passion love we both lied there quietly. "So does this mean we're together or was I just another one night stand" I asked him. He took my head in his hands and said "I love you, and I want to be with you, I always have" I smiled back and he kissed me. "Lets get some sleep"  he continued. "I hope you will be there when I wake up, or this is not working " I said and he just laughed and said "Of course I will". We cuddled before we fell asleep.