YOU BACK? (sons of anarchy/jax teller)

Therapy or just a friendly face.

"We're gathered here to let Tim go to heaven, to see God, to be released from his pain and anger" The priest said to Tims family. I watched his funeral from a distance because of what he did to me. It's been now 2 weeks since I got out of the hospital. Because of what Tim did to me. 

After the ceremony I started walking of until I heard my name "Tia, is it you" I turned around and saw Tims mum. I met her once before and she's so nice. "Hi Tanya" I said and hugged her. "I did not see you at the ceremony" she asked me in a strange voice. She did not know anything of what had happened, and that's for the best, I don't want her to know." Yea, I watched from a distance" I told her. We talked for a while until I said I needed to go because I did not feel good. I decided to go to my dads grave, I need him right now. 

 JAXS POV: 

"She's been so distance lately, I've tried to talk to her, but shes not talking about what happened" I told Chibs and Janina and the rest of the boys. "She needs help" Gemma said and oddly I agreed. She needs help. "She's clinged to what happened to her and the whole thing with Tim..." Clay said. "NO, all she needs is love and her loved ones, not to be sent of to a therapist" Chibs told us. "I'll talk to her so back off" he said. I guess she needs to be here with us. I turned around to get a beer and when I turned back I saw Chibs rushing through the door.

JAXS POV END..

TIAS POV: 

I sat next to the gravestone but I could not cry. I started wondering about everything possible, About Jax and me, about how I love him but I keep pushing him away. I cant let anyone near me, His touch just makes me want him even more but at the same time I remember everything what happened.

"Hi there" I heard a warm voice and felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked up and saw him. The man I never wanted to see again. But at that moment his absent makes me feel like home, and I need him, I need the feeling.