YOU BACK? (sons of anarchy/jax teller)

Alcohol and party

We talked for a while with Gemma in the room before we went out and talked with the others. But one thing got stuck in my mind what Gemma said about letting us see etch other. "Tia hi, long time" I heard Piney say. I smiled and gave him a hug. "How are you Piney" I asked him. "Still alive" He said and we both laughed a bit. Piney was really close friends with my dad. My dad could trust Piney. We talked for a while until Piney got a bit tired so he went and rest for a while. I sat my self by the bar and asked for a water. "you got it" the man said and gave me the water. when I had drank my water I decided to to continue reading the books I read earlier. I went to my room and took my books from the desk, I sat on the bed and started reading. 

I read for two hours and it started getting late. It was 8 at the evening. I went to the bathroom and looked at my self from the mirror. I had bruises on my cheek but it started already fade away, I do not want to look like I was beaten on my first job day, even though I was. I started thinking of my father and that I needed to get strength to go and see my fathers grave. I went out of the bathroom and out of the room. I went to the lounge where I saw all of the guys having a good time. "Tia, were having a party, the two men are dead now, they wont hurt no one no more and were not anymore on a lock down" Bobby came and hugged me. At the club must have been a few hundred people, even people from other clubs. I took a beer and went outside. I saw Jax and Chibs talking to people I never seen. I saw a car pull up and a blonde girl jumping out of it, it was the same girl that Jax was hooking up with. She walked right to Jax and gave him a kiss, and Jax did not do a thing. I thought Jax has changed, that he would live up to what he said, but clearly not. "Hi" I hear Gemma say, she saw that I was pissed. "Hi" I said. "You know, you should give that hooker a little lesson" she told me with a grin. "It's not like i'm an old lady to Jax, there's nothing between us" I told her. "Really, you had a bit different thought earlier today" She said looking confused. "come on, lets take a beer" she said and pulled me inside.

After a couple beer and a few vodkas Gemma was totally drunk but I was not, I just drank one beer. I saw the blond girl and Jax sit on the couch close each other. Gemma had fell asleep at the bar so I carried her to the other bedroom. I was halfway but she was really heavy, I felt someone take a bit of weight of me, I looked at my side and saw Jax helping me to get his mother to bed. I opened one of the door and we placed Gemma on the bed. I stood by the door and watched Jax cover her with a blanket and gave her a kiss on the forehead. He started getting out when I took a grip of his hand and said "we need to talk". He just nodded and took my hand in his. We walked to the bedroom where my bags where, I sat on the bed and he sat next to me. "Who's that blonde girl out there" I asked not holding back anything. "She's an old friend" he said. "You seem close" I continued. "And" he said looking like a dumb. I got up and said "You know I was serious about us, about that we may be something, some day" He got up and answered "Really you'r ready for this life, I think your not" "i don't know, not anymore, I don't even know if I can trust you" I shouted at him. "You want to know how many women I've slept with over the six years you've been gone" he said. "Don't do this" I said. "Hundreds, maybe more, I don't know. I barely see their faces. I started to be with the blonde girl named Rita because I was lonely, because I was tired of all the hookers . Because when I'm inside someone there's only one face I see" he continued. I looked down. " I got another chance  to do things right, better this time. But now that chance don't know if she wants to be with me" But before I could answer I felt his lips on mine, all my troubles went away. He threw me on the bed and took of his shirt. He came on top of me and started kissing me. "I've missed you" I said. "I've missed you too" He started undressing me and I did not want him to stop. We had a long night, full of lust and love. "You trust me now" he said while holding me in his arms. "I'm not sure" I said . He gave me a kiss and said "lets get some sleep, I'm here, I'm not going anywhere" I just nodded and went under the blanket. He was holding me in his arm and that's how I fell asleep. 

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I know that this chapter is not so good but I hope you like it anyway