Part 5
Connie
I didn't like how handsome he was I didn't want to like him... Why was I like this? He didn't move his eyes off me once. His smirking didn't annoy me it made me wet no man has ever made me wet with a fucking smirk what on earth has this man done to me. He wouldn't give up with the dinner date. I wasn't giving in I wanted to play hard to get I was that kind of woman that's what my ice queen reparation was all about me being a bitch and being difficult. So that's what I'm going to be. But I can't forget.... Jacob he- I mean what a sexy name.... What the fuck is this man doing. Jacob cant work here how awkward would that be. One moment I'm shaking my behind in front of him as he throws money at my body, then the next he is working with me in resus. No I can't have it plus how can I focus with a body and face like that he would make me wet through my trousers as he was doing now.
"Mrs beauchamp are you going to join me for dinner tonight?" I didn't hear him at first I was deep in thoughts about the things he would do to me. He repeated this question over and over again in a different context each time but my answer never changed.
"No Mr... Mr Masters I laughed sitting back in my chair my hands pressed together with my legs crossed. "You have asked me this question several times and I have told you no several times.... What aren't you getting Mr masters?"
"Oh you say my name with such.... Sexiness.... Such passion" he leant forward like he was about to kiss me as he licked his lips his warm breath hitting my lips. Oh how i wished he would throw his hot tongue down my throat.
"Um... Ah.... Jac... Mr Masters can I trust you, to work here?" He had me lost for words as he stared me down bitting his lip making me wetter. This would kill me everyday if he worked here.
"Yes! You can Connie I wouldn't tell a soul about your love for dancing" Jacob didn't smile or laugh or smirk which made me believe him! I wanted to put my faith in his hands.
"I think your perfect for the job, as you were a nurse at St James but we will need to do background checks ect but Sister freeman will do all that... You can go now thank you" as I gave him a quick smile then facing my paperwork with my hand out pointing to the door.
"Looks like I will have to cancel my table for two at the Hampton court palace" Jacob stood leaning towards me, whispering in my ear "I'll see you around Mrs Beauchamp" my eyes rolled to the back of my head his voice almost made me cum I wanted to bit on his ear and put my legs around his waist. I could of had sex right here he made me that horny! He caught me with my eyes closed bitting my lip. He laughed and shut the door.
What am I going to do about this lush fine ass man?
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It had now been 9 days since the sexy handsome dark man had started working here. We hadn't talked much... Like socialise just professional communication but he had asked me once or twice out for dinner again. I saw him stare at me all the time with a smirk slid across his face. I had been so tempted to take him up on his offer but I just couldn't I don't know what was holding me back. But this man had an effect on me no man had ever had. I hadn't been back to the strip club legs 11 for a week now I was scared if I saw Jacob there I wouldn't be able to control myself I don't know how I'm controlling myself here at work.
Today was such a hard day for me today. It was my birthday and it was the day my mother passed away. My mother was my bestfriend, my sister always told me everything would be okay. When she passed away it was like somebody had ripped my heart out and stamped on it, like somebody knotted my organs. I remember it like it was yesterday my father came in and sat me down.
Connie sweet heart, mummy has been taken by an Angel. She told me she loves you very much, more than you know.
It was my 7th birthday I understood what my father meant but i couldn't move, I was num, one single tear hit my cheek, I was hurt everyday of my life since that day 23rd April. This is why I'm so cold hearted I didn't like letting people in because all the important people in my life were taken. My daughter. My mother. My father. The only man I loved. Today had been so stressful, it was the end of my shift I was so glad I just wanted to get home and run a nice hot bath and relax with a big glass of red wine. I rushed in my office and took a sit my head buried in my hands. My tears came fast hitting my desk my tears had been building up all day. My sobbing got louder I tried to keep quite I didn't want the staff to hear or see me. "Mother I need you, why aren't you here. I'm hurting in so many ways" I had pain all over my body I wanted to be held tight, I wanted to be comforted. To make matters worst my one and only child my daughter hadn't called me to wish me happy birthday not even a text. I asked myself was there something wrong with me as I pushed my computer, printer and paperwork on the floor as I shouted my tears wouldn't stop. I leaned against the wall and fall to the floor holding my knees close to my chest begging for somebody, something.
I heard a knock at the door. I lifted my head slowing wiping my tears. I couldn't see at first my tears blurred everything out "co...com...in" I stutter my throat dry.
Jacob appeared.
