Connie
No one knew my guilt pleasure I made sure of it, 'my dirty little secret' that's what I called it but it was a dirty big secret. In a way I wanted out of this place but it helped me relax not think about work work and work, it helped with everything, but it wasn't right to do especially at my age but I love it. I came to this one because it's out of Holby I can't have one of my staff walk in what would I do if they did I had to get that horrible thought out of my head, but I put money on it no one knew that I danced here.
The strip club Legs 11
I only danced twice a week, not set days any days I wanted. I didn't work there for the money, money wasn't a problem I was a bloody consultant in Holby which I told myself everyday to let myself know I didn't need to come here but it helped me chill not think about my fucked up life I have. My daughter has moved to America and we hardly speak it breaks my heart to know she is happy without me without her mother I guess it's for the best I blame myself, I never put in the affect or the time. By coming here this exotic place it really settles my mind the music gets to my head and my body can't stop. I had a 'nickname' for the customs and bar staff to call me by "ice queen".
"Oi ice queen your on" shouted the dj to my dressing room. I walked out my dress room taking a deep breath waving my hands over my face. The club was mad tonight it was never this busy on a Wednesday but that meant more attention I brought in the customs to this place my name was in lights above the door. I danced my way on to the stage shaking my hips to the beat of the song,I had my diamond bra-let on and my bright sliver thong and 7 inch heels, I had a different dance routine every night I never wanted to bore the men. I worked my way up and down the pole.
" I wanna sex you babe, has anybody sexed you lately babe"
My favourite song played this got the whole club mad I got money throw at my half naked body and comments shouted "take it off" which I never did! Some women took it all off but I wouldn't I couldn't! When I danced I was always somewhere other then HERE it made me feel myself I didn't have to put up a front, it took away my pain my past and my present it took my bad memories away I didn't have to think about anything. I was me.
As I danced the night away my dance nearly coming to a end, I know all these men wish I was riding there dick like this, I would give private dances but never have sex with them . I had more morals then that. I spotted the same faces from previous nights, as i did a slut drop bringing myself to the air. I noticed a new face a hot, sexy face. He had soft skin facial hair which I died for, muscles for days. He gave me a sharp stare sitting right in the centre right in front of me, legs a part arms resting on the arms of the chair. He watched me flip my hair back and fourth as I whined my waist to the floor, shaking my bum right in front of him.
