Ethan's POV
I wasn't planning on being late again today, it just kinda happened. And I sure as hell wasn't planning to find my best friend with some random fuckboy.
For about a year already y/n has been trying to talk to all these other guys. I hate the fact that she's trying to find a boyfriend. And it's really been getting to me these past few days because she's come so close to having one.
Just last week, some junior asked her to meet him behind the school later that day. I made her stand him up and come to football practice with me instead.
Truth is, I've liked her since we met.
I know I know. I don't really believe in love at first sight either. But it's just something about her that hit me with the feels really hard.
My feelings have been growing way too strong for her these past few months. Maybe it's the thought of losing her to someone else.
I really don't want her to find anyone else. I feel like they're gonna be better than me in every way. Better looking, better at understanding her, better at comforting her.
I just want y/n to realize that I'm all she needs. I want her all to myself. I want her.
I know for a fact that she doesn't want me though.
So walking in on y/n and that guy broke me. I couldn't stand looking at them talk and laugh together so I just left. I couldn't take it anymore.
I was on my way out the doors when I heard her called me.
"Ethan! Wait!" She yelled. I could hear her running towards me.
I turned around and she stopped running.
"What is your problem dude?" She asked me.
(Just in case you forgot the whole point of the title ;))
"What's my problem? What's your problem?"
"I'm not the one with the problem here Ethan. I didn't just give Ronnie an attitude. I didn't just run out of the fucking classroom. What's been going on with you lately Eth, huh?" She said, catching her breath a little.
"You know what, I thought we'd be best friends forever. Ever since last year, you've been trying to change. You've been talking to a these fuckboys when you could've been talking to me." I raised my voice a little.
"What happens if one of them becomes your boyfriend? That means I'm no longer you number one. That means we won't be hanging out like we normally do." I continued to yell, stepping closer to her as she took small steps back.
"Why are you getting so jealous? So what if I get a boyfriend. It's not like it'll change our relationship. We'll always be best friends no matter what." She countered.
Woooooow. Shaaaadyyyyyy.
"Best friends huh?" I nodded slightly, looking at the ground, now know where I stand.
"That's just it y/n." I laughed lightly. "I don't wanna be friends with you anymore." I said.
That's when she broke down.
She was about to fall on the ground when I caught her midair. She landed in my arms as we both fell onto our knees.
She began crying hysterically. I've only seen her like this once last year. I never thought I'd see her this bad ever again.
"Hey, what the hell y/n? What happened? Are you okay?" I asked her worriedly.
She just continued to cry, her face at the crook of my neck as I feel her wet tears drip onto my shoulder blade.
"Sssshhh. It's okay y/n."
"I d-d-don't w-want you to l-leave me E-E-Ethan." She hyperventilated.
I just realized that I might not have worded that correctly.
"No, no, no y/n. That's not what I meant at all." I said, swaying her back and forth.
"What?" She asked in a small little girl voice, her wet tears matted her hair to the sides of her face.
"Come with me." I said, helping her stand up.
I took her hand and led her into the janitors closet. I closed the door behind us and sat down on an upturned bucket.
I pulled her into my lap so she straddled me.
God I loved this feeling.
"Y/N. When I said I didn't wanna be friends, I didn't mean I didn't want anything to do with you. Not at all." I said, wiping her tears with my thumbs and pushing a strand of hair behind her ear.
"So then what did you mean?" She asked.
Here goes nothing.
"I guess what I was trying to say was... I love you. I mean, I know we're best friends and best friends are always saying they love each other and everything. But that's not what I mean. I really do love you.
"And the reason I've been acting all shady, is because I was being a pussy and didn't know how to come out and just tell you. I saw you trying to talk to all these other guys and just figured you were looking for someone better than me." I said, looking down at my shaking hands.
"And I completely understand if you don't feel the same way. I just want you to know that I've felt this way for so long, and the fact that you're trying to find someone else is completely breaking me inside." A tear escaped from my eye.
"Ethan..." She whispered.
I looked up at her and saw that she was crying too.
"Oh my god y/n. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to make y-"
She cut me off by grabbing my face in her hands and pressing a long, passionate kiss into my lips.
I pulled her body closer to mine, making her let out a slight moan. I greatly took advantage of this moment and decided to slip my tongue in. Our tongues battled for dominance, mine obviously winning as she grinded her hips lightly into mine, giving me a small amount of pleasure.
After about thirty seconds, she pulled back, taking my bottom lip in-between her teeth. She let go, letting it bounce back into place, leaving us both heated and flustered.
"I can't believe you'd think I didn't love you. I've loved you for well over a year and just didn't know how to tell you. I thought you just wanted to be friends. I was beginning to think that's all we we'd ever be." She said, catching he'd breath in-between words.
"Wow. We really are best friends." I laughed, kissing her one more time before lifting her off my lap.
"So what does this make us?" She asked, blushing.
"Whatever you wanna be princess." I said, leaning down and giving her another kiss before we headed back to class, hand in hand.
✨❤ A/N Oh hey y'all wassup?
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