Parenting

Prologue

parent

ˈpɛːr(ə)nt/

verb

gerund or present participle: parenting

be or act as a mother or father to (someone).

"exhaustion is incompatible with good parenting"

synonyms:bring up, be the parent of, look after, take care of, rear, raise,nurture

"all children are special to those who parent them"

That's what I was now. I've been a parent for a good twenty two months and this is the life I'm now accustomed to. Do I want to be a parent at twenty two? Shit no. Would I replace my little guy for the chance to have my old life back?

Absolutely not.

Managing parenthood and fame isn't the easiest. And being a sole parent makes the situation a fucktone more difficult.

But I don't need a partner. All they want is to fuck and cuddle all the time and then claim they, 'don't feel the same anymore.'

I have no problem with that; feelings change over periods of time. I get that.

But when you screw off after giving birth to my child and pull that low shit on me, I tend to get a bit angry.

I love my fans, I honestly do. It's just these damn imaginations of theirs that think I need a girlfriend and that pisses me off.

I don't want a girlfriend! I don't want a partner and I don't need anybody other than my son.

I've decided that I'm better off on my own since William was born and I will always think that until some kind of bloody miracle happens.

If it happens that is.