Out of The Darkness

Gone

Dean

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"Don't forget me." Cas said, a tear falling down her cloudy cheeks. It was two months since she actually told me and this horrible day actually came. They couldn't find a house so they stayed where they were for that time.

"I could never forget you." Her head was laid against my chest and she had one of my giant sweatshirts on that said 'Winchester' on the back in white letters.

"I love you." She whispered. My heart dropped as she slid her hand along mine until it pulled away from me. She hopped in the car, shutting the door with a sad clunk.

I was actually crying physical tears. I was quiet but I was hurt everywhere. She's gone and her parents made us end. We aren't together anymore. Her parents were scared of them staying here because of all the danger all the kids were in. Cas got kidnapped and Gabriella had heart break worse than death.

This felt like death. It felt like no feelings ever before experienced. She's gone and I can't ever see her again. I am cut off forever, they are leaving to somewhere she doesn't even know and her parents changed her phone number so that I couldn't be in contact.

My heart ached from the inside out and I felt like I was hit by a car. Everything hurt. This deep darkness consumed my heart in every way and soon, the little blue car was a dot on the horizon, quickly leaving view.

A hand laid on my shoulder. I looked back to Sammy who smiled sadly at me and patted my back for me to move.

"Let's get some pie." He soothed and basically pushed me into the passenger seat though I wanted to drive.

"You can't drive, Dean! You're hurt." Sam confided and started the engine. "I-Ik sad to see Gabriella go. I thought we had something..." He mumbled, slouching his shoulders.

I clicked a button on the radio.

I'm on the high way to hell!

"Oh hell not again!" I whined, quickly clicking the button off. "No music sounds good." I pressed my face to the cool glass, sighing against it.

Why can't I just die already?

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Dean

One year later

First day of college in Kansas. Of course it's a mediocre college but if I get a minor degree t least I can try to support my dysfunctional family. Sam is the only one I have and I haven't moved on from Cas. It just never happened. I was supposed to forget about her like her father told me to but that didn't happen.

I turned into the parking spot, sitting in the car, anxious, listening to the engine click. After I stepped into the sunshine, I slung my bag over my back and headed for the main school boys dorms, avoiding as many people as I could.

Room 304. I searched around the dorm and finally fell upon the door, shoving a silver key into the lock and pushing the door open. Immediately I saw Star Wars stuff and action figures.

Great! Just what I need, a nerd dorm buddy. I examined the little toys.

Was that....? Was that a Tardis? I looked at the little blue phone booth looking thing.

I rolled my eyes in wonder if the place but still kinda bummed out that my room mate isn't cool.

"Don't judge a book by its cover." They always say!

After settling my stuff, I headed to the front doors in hopes of finding the main meeting place for the newbies. Waiting, fun. I walked along the corridor and into a little main lobby area.

From behind I heard a tiny voice. "Dean....?" I stopped walking mid tracks. People swarmed around me but I turned around, clutching my books.

"C-Cas." I gasped, tears coming instantly to my eyes. I ran to her, throwing my books where she stood and hugged her, lifting her off the ground.

"Dean..." She whispered, sobbing happily, a smile plastered on her soft face. She pushed her face to mine.

I kissed her back and we stood awkwardly in the hallway for a couple minutes.

Every thing was okay.... Every thing was fine. Cas, my Cas, is back.....