I felt so alone and empty. Like I was planning on trying it again. For the last time. I did not enjoy life and every morning I had nothing to look forward to and I hated getting out of bed and I hated talking to people and I hated myself and I hated breathing and living and I was ready to just erase myself completely. Never have to burden anyone again.
But I mean you give me a reason to wake up and you make me really happy and make me laugh and smile and you accept me and I'm a bit weird and quirky and I can be boring sometimes but you don't understand when I say you've done a lot for me.
You made me whole again and if I had never met you I wouldn't be in the place I am emotionally or mentally.
I give you all of what's left in my heart. I give you all of what's left of my trust.
Please don't break me.
