Simply put, I don't understand.
I walk around with the feeling like the whole world is being supported on my back.
Walking around with my demons, their claws latched into my skin and their arms draped across my shoulders like old friends. You would think, it would take much more than one persons smile to melt all that away.
How some one can melt away all that tension, just by holding my hand. Or looking at me kinder, or kissing me gentler.
I don't think I could ever be able to sum up in words this feeling.
In fact, my inability to describe everything I feel for this one person makes it that much more special to me. The most wonderful and genuine type of feelings you can have for someone I believe would be undescribable. Because its greater than anything any story writer could spin words into. Its beautiful.
Whether im describing my heart in three words, or in paragraphs, no word, or amount of words, in the dictionary or thesaurus could begin to describe well enough how grateful I am for him.
And I cannot fathom how incredible it feels to say that I am happy.
Together, we are happy.
