There's so much shit.
I woke up today, wishing I hadn't. Again.
I haven't felt this low in a while.
Fuck you, and fuck you, and fuck you.
Fuck it.
I'm so tired and I don't have the energy anymore. Why can't you leave me alone?!
My whole life you hang over me and I think I'm getting over it. Just when I think I'm done with you, you slap me right in the face. In the lonely moments, when I'm vulnerable and bare.
You scream at me, you rip me apart, do you know that?! You make me feel less than human.
You drag me back to hell just when I think I've reached a point of content and happiness. You always do this.
I fucking hate you. But you're a part of me and I can't get rid of you.
You win, alright.
I'm done.
