Bliss and joy in your mind

Cover up, what shouldn't be shared

'Wash me away,

Cleanse your body of me.

Erase all the memories,

They'll only bring us pain.

Cause I've seen, all I'll ever need.' Matt finished Citizen Erased on the beautiful note he always did.

The audience roared with appreciation. Matt was just preparing to start the infamous riff of Plug in Baby, when Dom stood up. He walked over to the microphone and Matt wandered off to the side of the stage knowingly. I just hoped that Dom wasn't going to sing...

'Right, so, I have been with Bonnie for about a year now, and I love her like I have never loved anyone before. I know that I have slept around in the past, but Bonnie has made me a changed man. Can I have her over here please?' He asked. I fixed my hair and waddled onto the stage with a big cheer from the crowd. Dom got down on one knee and looked up into my eyes.

'Bonnie, will you marry me?' He asked, looking quite nervous. I beamed.

'OF COURSE I WILL!' I screeched, as he put the ring on my finger and picked me up and span me around as he stood up and kissed me. I buried my face in his shoulder and he kissed the top of my head. After the crowed had finished clapping, I skipped off stage, with a smile from ear to ear. I decided to walk round the back to go and see Kate and Kelly in the dressing room. It was quite dark out, but it didn't phase me.

Bounding over by the empty bins, about 30 yards away from my destination, a man appeared from the trees.

'You okay love?' He croaked.

'Fine thankyou.' I replied, increasing my pace.

'Don't you want to have a chat?' He inclined, blocking my path.

'CAN I HAVE SOME HELP OVE-' I began, as he put his hand over my mouth. I tried to scream but it was useless, he threw me to the ground and lifted my skirt with his grubby hands. He must've been about 50 years old, almost the same age as my Dad.

The next thing I knew, he had vanished into the trees from where he emerged and I sprinted over to the hotel and bolted up the stairs. I swiped the room key and ran into the hotel room in floods of tears, collapsing on the floor and burying my face in my hands.

'What's wrong?!' Kelly screamed, running over too me and hugging me tightly. Kate threw her mug onto the table and kneeled down next to me, stroking my back.

'Shh shh shh. Calm down. What happened?' Kate questioned, sounding extremely concerned.

'I thought you would be happy about Dom!' Kelly asked, confused about my emotions.

'It isn't Dom, it, it, it was... Some c-c-c-creepy guy, he, he took me to the ground and he, took a-a-advantage o-of m-m-me.' I stuttered, breathless. Over the next two hours, Kelly had phoned the police and I made a statement, her and Kate cleaned me up and continued to console me. It was done with now, Dom didn't have to know.

Dom stumbled in through the door at about 3, after the concert had finished, and I ran and threw my arms around him. He kissed me passionately, and then... passed out on the floor. I picked up his legs, and Kelly got his top half, and we carried him into bed.

*3 Weeks later*

I hadn't really seen much of Dom, him being performing and all, but it was nice that he wanted me there,and we were engaged! I had been feeling quite woozy the last couple of mornings, and I was a few days late for my period. I immediately expected the worst. I was pregnant, with a disgusting 50 year old pervs child.

'What do I do?!' I asked Kelly, pleading.

'I don't know. You obviously don't want to have it surely - he is old enough to be it's Grand-dad!' She advised.

'You're right. I am going to get rid of it. I don't agree with abortion, but I can't have it, not if it isn't Dom's, and I wouldn't love the child anyway, being conceived in such a way.' I weeped, I threw my hair up and headed out the door with my black jacket with the silver buckles. Dom was just walking back past me.

'You alright babe?' He asked, stroking my hair with the back of his hand. 'Where are you off to?'

'Oh, nowhere' I hastily replied.

'Something's up. Just tell me.' He demanded, his face dead serious.

'I'm pregnant, Dom.' I said bluntly.

'That's great! We are going to have a baby and get married!' He said, his face lighting up.

'Dom, it isn't yours.' I sobbed. He flared his nostrils and turned around, banging his fist against a wall.

'What do you mean, not mine?! You've been sleeping around, huh? Whose is it? And to think you said you'd marry me.' He raged, trying not to look me in the eye. He tried to storm off but I grabbed his arm.

'LISTEN!' I shouted. 'No, it isn't yours, but I'm not sleeping around. I, I got raped.' I explained, a lump in my throat. His face turned to a picture of horror.

'I am so so sorry.' He stumbled, holding me tightly. He walked me to  the clinic, and held my hand. I couldn't believe that I was killing an innocent life, but I couldn't go through with having the baby.

During the next few weeks I made a hasty recovery, and Dom had been there to help me get through it emotionally. Matt and Chris knew as well, and supported me.