Give Me Love (A Jessie J Fanfic)

Chapter Eleven

CHAPTER ELEVEN

'Jess I can explain!' 'Save me your explanation.' 'But Jess, it's definitely not what it looks like okay? She kissed me. And I definitely didn't like it.' 'Who kissed you? What happened? What the fuck Max? I'm not there and everyone is kissing you!' she said laughing, but I heard the worry in her voice. 'Maya. Fucking Maya kissed me.' 'But I thought she had a boyfriend?' 'Yeah but apparently she broke up with him because she didn't love him,' I said. 'Weird...' 'Are you angry with me?' 'Well first I was because you didn't call, but I now understand why you didn't call... You were too busy slapping the girl off of you!' she said teasingly. 'But really, you're not angry? I mean, it meant nothing and I definitely felt nothing... except anger,' I said and laughed nervously. 'It's not your fault you're just so incredibly lovable!' 'I love you Jessica Cornish.' 'Good, because I love you too,' she said and I heard someone shout in the background: 'Jessie stop talking to that mirror and get your ass in here!' 'Sorry babe, I think I have to go now... did you hear him? That was Claude,' she said giggling. 'Yeah I did. Talk to you later I guess?' 'Yes, bye Max. I'll miss you,' she spoke softly. 'You know I'll miss you too; I hate not being around you,' I spoke honestly. 'I really have to go now, sorry. Bye?' 'Bye love,' I said and she hung up. I sighed and laid down on the sofa. I nearly screwed everything up with Jessie. I'm so glad she is so understanding and caring and perfect, she's just perfection, I swear. I wouldn't mind living with her the rest of my life, I sure won't. I'd love to. I've always wanted someone who could just put a smile on my face without even being here; just thinking of them making me smile and warm. Just someone to love and someone who will love me back and are there for me, no matter what; and Jessie definitely was someone like that. It's actually kind of funny, I look like some teenager being in love for the first time, but it just felt right, you know? Just perfect, like it was meant to be. But I also was aware of the fact a happy ending doesn't exist. It might seem a bit depressive to you, but I just don't want to expect too much. I just knew that one day there'll be something that would tear us apart, break our hearts, but I just hoped that day would come in a loooooooooooooong time. But I'm pretty damn sure that day is coming. I laughed out loud at my thoughts; I can me so pessimistic sometimes. I usually am the one that sees everything really positive, but I just wasn’t sure. I mean, I love Jessie with all my heart and I hope she does too, but I just don’t want to come on too strong. I mean we’ve known each other barely a year and I already want to be with her the rest of my life; I just hope she feels the same way. I heard my phone rang; Jessie again. ‘Hey babe!’ I said excitedly as I picked up the phone. ‘Hey babe! Guess what?’ ‘I’m not going to guess, just tell me what it is!’ ‘I’d rather tell you personally, I’ll see you in a few.’ ‘Wait what?’ I asked but before she could answer she had hung up. She is such a tease, calling me to tell me something but not telling me eventually. I just sat on the sofa and stared at my phone screen until I heard the doorbell ring. I quickly got up and made my way to the door. I opened it only slightly and poked my head around the corner. ‘Hey!’ Jessie said and she pushed the door further open so she could enter. As soon as she had entered she flung her arms around my neck and pulled my in for a kiss. The kiss lasted for a good few minutes and we pulled away. ‘What’s up?’ I asked her. ‘I have a day off tomorrow,’ she said smiling seductively. ‘Oh, nice, we can just stay in all day…’ I suggested. ‘And watch a film, cuddle up on the sofa, play with Jackson,’ she finished. Jackson. I might have to explain that. Jackson is Jessie’s French Bulldog, he’s pretty cute to be honest. The funniest thing is he is very stubborn and he doesn’t want to listen to Jessie, it’s hilarious. But she is that kind of person who calls herself his ‘mummy’ and talks to him a baby voice, but it’s epic. Especially the fact Jackson bit Sir Tom Jones, I was crying from laughter. Just as I was thinking back of this I realized I hadn’t replied yet, so I quickly replied with a smile and a: ‘I’d love that.’ Jessie laughed and wrapped her arms around my neck, nuzzling her face into my neck as we hugged. ‘Can we watch The Voice UK tonight?’ she asked out of the blue. ‘Yeah, that’s okay. I heard there’s this super sexy chick in it, so yeah let’s watch it!’ I teased. She released me from her grasp. ‘Who’s that chick?’ she asked. ‘Oh, that Rihanna song!’ I said laughing and Jessie realized too. ‘Who’s that chick, who’s that chick?’ she sang. I laughed and let myself fall backwards onto the sofa. ‘Her name was something with a J… I can’t really remember it though,’ I teased even more. ‘Maybe I can help you remember her!’ Jessie replied flirtatiously as she let herself fall on top off me, planting her elbow in my stomach during the process. ‘Not the stomach babe, that’s not good for the abs,’ I said jokingly. ‘Still got ‘em, ay?’ she said and lifted up my shirt. ‘Still got ‘em,’ she mumbled and fired a wink in my direction. I than checked my watch and realized it was 6.55 PM. ‘Quick, turn on the TV, it’s starting soon!’ I said with a cheesy grin. ‘You’re really excited to see that chick ay?’ she asked laughing. ‘Yeah in both ways,’ I said flirtatiously. Jessie’s eyes widened and she looked at me, biting her lip slightly. I quickly got up and walked over to the TV. I bent over to turn it on and felt Jess staring. ‘I can FEEL you staring, you know that?’ I said turned around. She quickly looked down at her phone screen. ‘What?’ she asked innocently but I noticed she tried to hold her laugh. I sat down next to her and we watched the show. Jessie was constantly tweeting about her funny faces and replying people. Somewhere halfway through the show she giggled. ‘I love the way Heartbeats react when I tweet them,’ she said. That was the moment Jackson decided he needed attention and stood there, barking at us. ‘What’s up little man?’ I said and placed him on my lap. He kept twisting and turning but eventually found a comfy position and he laid down. I stroked his head softly and he closed his eyes. ‘He’s so lazy,’ I said laughing. ‘He is. C’mon, let’s take him for a walk before he falls asleep,’ Jessie proposed. I lifted him up and placed him on the ground before getting up myself. We walked into the hallway and quickly pulled on our coats and in Jessie’s case a beanie and a scarf too. I attached the dog leash to Jackson’s neck and we exited the house and walked towards the park. But Jackson being lazy as fuck meant we had to carry him almost the whole way and in the park he kept stopping at just staring at us, waiting for us to pick him up. It is kind of creepy, just having eye contact with that dog for five minutes. But, as I said earlier, he’s cute. We finally got back home and placed the dog on his blanket. The blanket had his initials on it; J.C. Jessie and I went upstairs and both got changed into PJ’s. Well I just pulled on a shirt which I considered and pajamas. ‘Sleep well,’ I whispered and placed a kiss on her lips. ‘Good night Curly,’ she said and smiled cutely. I wrapped my arm around her waist and pulled her close. ‘I love you,’ I whispered and soon fell asleep.

I heard the sound of a picture being taken. ‘Jessie stop taking pictures and get back in bed,’ I said grumpily. I heard her giggle and felt someone jump on me. ‘I can’t help it. You’re too cute!’ she said and kissed my cheek. ‘Hey!’ I said. ‘What’s up?’ She asked, bringing her face closer to mine. I quickly wrapped my arms around her neck and pecked her lips. ‘Do you want me to make you breakfast Curls?’ she asked. ‘Yes please. Now cook your ass off… wait preferably not, but anyways, do you thing while I’m taking a shower,’ I said and winked. ‘Well I’ll see you around I guess,’ Jessie said as she got off me. She pecked my cheek and exited the room to cook us some breakfast. I quickly took a shower and pulled on shorts and a baggy top. I made my way downstairs and was greeted by the lovely smell of pancakes. Confession: I adore pancakes. Me and Jess both chatted a bit while we ate our pancakes, and not very surprisingly they were delicious. ‘Thanks Jess, it was lovely as always.’ ‘You’re very welcome babe; you know how much I love cooking. But what film do you want to watch?’ ‘We can watch a horror movie, I love them,’ I proposed, but Jessie shook her head. ‘Actually I don’t want to watch a film,’ she said, her voice husky and raspy as she spoke, ‘I know way better things we can do.’ She looked up and bit her lip as she stared at me with lust-filled eyes. She stroked her leg past mine. ‘Well I know what I want to do today,’ I said and fired a wink her direction

‘I don’t care what it is I’ll do anything that involves the bedroom,’ Jessie said seductively. ‘Good,’ I whispered back and got up, slowly making my way upstairs.