It wasn't what I dreamed of,
It wasn't even sweet.
There was no true love behind it,
There was no eagerness in it,
It was to get it out of the way
Girls talk about 'true love'
There first kiss,
There first time,
Their first crush.
I have only ever had a crush.
I've had no boyfriends,
I've had no first kiss,
I've had no "first time",
Because I wasn't ready for it.
My first kiss wasn't special,
Not with someone I loved,
It was over quickly
And I didn't understand the big fuss.
His drool was involved, and I was shy.
Not wanting to do it again
I pulled away and didn't look at him
So this was my grand story,
Of my first kiss.
YOU ARE READING
My Untold Stories: Poetry
PoesíaI started these poems in high school my senior year. I am dedicating them to the damsels in distress, the misfits and the total outcasts.