A Bryles Story: Book 2

Chapter 10: I thought we had everything

Jessy was waiting for me outside, and I as soon as she noticed that I wasn't really happy, she just came running towards me...
- Bri... Are you okay?!
- No I'm not, my life is a huge mess and I cannot afford being depressed anymore
I thing it's time for me to take a break from CDC and move on to another studio...
- Briar you cannot leave... What would I do without you?
- We can meet after classes, and also before, it's not the end of the world Jess, you can live without me at the studio... And besides, no one cares about me, no one knows I've been feeling depressed those days, no one cares about me being in the back row... I guess no one cares about me anymore...
- I know why they don't, I just noticed
- Why?
- Abi told everyone...
- WHAT?! OK enough is enough, I'm leaving, I don't wanna be in this place anymore...
I was planning on moving on to Elite Dance Academy, and I was kinda excited because I have some good friends in there and I knew that it was not gonna be a bad experience!
- Bye Jess, for now...!
- Bye Bri, I will miss you so much here...
I packed up my things and left he studio... I cannot be in a place were no one respects me... I already told one of my friends from Elite, Jenn, to sign me up for it, and they told me that I was going to be be in the Nationals team, that sounded great!
As soon as I got home, my mom was pretty disappointed for me leaving CDC, it has been my home for 10 years... But, I think it's the right thing to do... And I do really miss Myles... Him telling me that he loved Abi, and not me, it was really hurtful, when I arrived to my room I locked the door and I started crying, I had to let everything I had inside get out off my body... I... I felt alone...
So next day I spent my day helping my mum cleaning the house, I feel like all the time I've been dancing, and now I need to help my mum and spend some time with her
When I finished, I checked my phone and I saw a text from Jessy, and said:
"Bri, when ms.christy told the troupe that u left, Myles left he studio and he sat on studio b, he was really upset, he started hitting things over and over... I think that what he told u yesterday was because he was mad..."
When Jessy told me that, I mean, I felt really bad, but, he hurt me so much, and I don't want to see every single day him and Abi hugging and laughing together, I'm not coming back to CDC...
In a few hours I had practice at elite, and I was really excited, I couldn't wait to see what the new studio was on to
Elite was pretty close to where I lived, so I decided to go walking, and at the middle of the road I saw Myles, and when he saw me, he came where I was, and I just kept walking...
- Hey Bri... I mean, Briar...
- Hey
- How is everything going
When he asked me that, I just stopped, looked at him and told him straightly:
- Are you serious right now? Everything is going perfect, you know, I think it's OBVIOUS...
- Briar I thought you loved me
- Myles, I did love you, and as much as I hate to admit it, I still love you and what you told me yesterday, was pretty hurtful...
- Well if you cheat on me then...
- Cheat on you? I would never cheat on someone, especially on you
- So you did
- I cannot believe you trust Abi before me
- I...
- You know what? Just leave me alone, don't talk to me anymore, I don't wanna be with someone who trusts a girl that he has always hated before a girl that he has always loved, I guess
It was really hurtful to tell him that...
- You don't need to add it
- Excuse me?
- You do my need to add "I guess"
- What do you mean Myles...
- I mean that I always loved you, and there's no doubt in i
I.. I couldn't believe it, I just wanted to give him a really big hug and never let him go... But... I couldn't...
- I'm sorry... I gotta go...
I know he was hurt, just because when I left, I could see that he was in pain...
But... I don't know... Abi made him believe I did it, by making something look really realistic, but, the fact that he trusted her without even talking to me first to know the true... It hurts, it hurts a lot...