Isn't it crazy?

Chapter five - Help me

SHAY'S POV:

He won't stop staring at me. He's literally just sitting down and staring at me. I can't stop shaking. What if I have something on my face? What if he's trying to point out my flaws and I'm just blanking him. He was making me extremely uncomfortable. 

I just wanted to go home, I wanted to curl up in my bed and just relax. Well, Jenny wouldn't let me but I was slowly starting to get used to it...ish.

I was terrified. I was alone with Mikey. At least he gave me food? I told him he was a good cook and he started squeeling excitedly which made me jump a foot. I wasn't expecting it!

"You have soft looking lips" He said dreamily, making my eyes go as wide as an owl. What did that mean exactly!? He wanted to kiss them or? "Do you use lip balm?"

"N-No" I whispered, looking down at my hands and playing with my fingers. I felt so awkward, uncomfortable and scared...Could he not tell?

He stood up, waddling over to me- yes literally waddling like a penguin. I stared at him confused, what was he going to do? Hurt me? No...He poked my lips.

"WOW" He grinned and a little giggle escaped my lips. "You have a nice giggle" He smiled sitting next to me.

"Thank you" I smiled a little.

"Do you want to get married one day?" He asked me and I choked. "I've always wanted to get married"

"You're still young!"

"Yeah, I said one day...Not now. Stupid" He rolled his eyes and I laughed. He called me stupid? Really? "Will you marry me though?"

"No" I sighed and his lip started to tremble, he looked like a little kid. Cute, adorable and sad. He was using the puppy eyes technique. "I'm sorry but marriage is a big thing... I don't know you so I can't marry you"

"You do know me. You know my name is Mikey" He grinned and I chuckled. "You have a nice smile" He leaned forward, pecking me.

"W-Why did y-you do that" I stuttered, backing away from him.

"I like you" He grinned, "Will you be my friend?" He asked a lot of questions, it was strange how he changed so quickly. First he was scary and crazy, then he was cute and crazy. I don't think I can make a final decision to what to make of him."You have to sleep with me"

"What!?"

"We have to share beds" He smiled and I sighed with relief. I thought he meant 'sleep with him' as in sex! "I like to cuddle" He warned me.

"I like to be left alone" I looked at him sadly. "Mikey...What happened in the bad place" I asked, trying to change the awkward subject. I was probably making it more awkward.

"Too much" he frowned. "I heard Gerard cry a lot. He screamed too" He slowly wrapped his arms around himself. "I was so scared for him" He teared up.

"Hey...There there" I whispered moving forwards and hugging him. "That's normal- he's your brother after-all"

"They said we weren't normal. They called us freaks" He looked up at me slowly, "Do you think I'm a freak Shay? It's okay to tell the truth"

"I think you're human. I think you're normal and you're just scared" I whispered into his ear, "You are perfectly fine"

He smiled the biggest smile i've seen yet, then hugged me tight. "Thank you, friend" He nuzzled me and I felt warm inside. I made him happy by saying one simple sentence. How strange is that? The feeling of helping someone was so rewarding, though.

"Mikey, whenever you feel upset or angry you have to come straight to me okay? I'll help you. I'm your friend after-all" I chuckled, he was really just a big kid.

"You're my favourite" He giggled and hid his blush with his hands. "I will protect you Shay Shay" He bit his lip, peeking through his fingers. I smiled and nodded at him, he was adorable!

A/N: VOTE WHO'S POV YOU WANT THE NEXT CHAPTER- DO NOT PICK ANY OF MCR:

* BEX

*JENNY

*SOPHIE

*SHAY

*BAKER