Isn't it crazy?

Chapter Eleven - The nice side of me

Sophie's POV:

I woke up feeling groggy, my eyes were sore. I looked around and saw that I was in a bedroom, must of been Gerard's, thankfully he wasn't around. It was so weird, one minute I was watching a film then the next I wake up here. Surely I didn't fall asleep? I remember feeling a little sleepy when the film started playing, must've been too boring.

 My plan was to try and stay away from Gerard, he knew everything now. He was sane but sick...He was just plain screwed up in the head! The thing is, if I kept my distance from Gerard and kept hiding and ignoring him...Would he retaliate? I didn't know what to do, I kept trying to think of a plan in my head but ended up with nothing. I felt hopeless.

"Sophie?" Gerard's voice whispered at the door. "You finally awake?" He smiled stepping into the room slowly as I crawled backwards near the edge of the bed. "You know I won't hurt you"

"You're already hurting me" I muttered, "Blackmailing me with my friends"

"Only so this can all work out" He sighed and sat on the end of the bed.

"Yeah, so it can work out for you! No one else" I snapped.

"Well, It'll work out for the guys as well" He smirked and shook his head, "Look, I'm trying to make it work for you as well you just need to co-operate"

"By being your little sex slave? I don't fucking think so!" I went to run but he grabbed me and looking deeply into my eyes, he looked a little hurt. Fucking good job!

"You're not going to be my sex slave Sophie and I'm not going to rape you. Look, I may be evil but not that evil" He sighed and brushed a piece of hair away from my face. "I wish you could understand my feelings for you"

"Yeah. Greed, selfishness and do I need to go on?" He frowned and my heart skipped a beat. "You ever heard of the phase 'if you love someone that much you should let them go?' that would be lovely right now" I smiled innocently and he shook his head tearing up.

"I've been without you for so long, I can't lose you now I finally have you"

"Against my will" I added.

"Sophie please" He sighed, sounded like he was giving up. "I just want you to see the nice side of me. The one where I don't force you to do anything the one where I..."

"Gerard" A whiny voice came from the door, both our heads shot to the direction to see Frank standing there kicking the floor like a little kid. 

"What?" Gerard snapped, his hold on me tightening a little.

"Jenny's acting weird again" He looked at him with puppy eyes. "I don't know what to do"

"What do you mean acting weird?" He asked slowly turning his head towards me, I shook my head...I didn't say anything to Jenny, unless it was Bex?

"She keeps annoying me by calling me Franklin, I keep telling her to stop...And...And...She keeps attacking me, not hurting me but it scares me a little" His eyes kept on the floor, embarrassed I suppose.

"Do you need me to knock some sense into her?"

"No!" I blurted out.

"No, I don't want to hurt her but I just want her to give me hugs and cuddles and  be nice to me" He whispered trailing off at the end, Aw, he was kind of a cutie. Like, puppy cute. "She keeps running off as well"

"Then keep her on a leash. Or tie her up" I frowned and Gerard and he took note and sighed. "Look, just speak to her I'm sure she'll understand. It's your problem Frank, I know you can handle it" He give him a supportive smile and Frank's face beamed.

"Okay Gerard. Thanks!" He ran off happily and I raised an eyebrow at him.

"Is he actually...A loony?"

"Soph" He frowned, "He's my friend"

"Sorry" I whispered, wait, why should I apologize to him after what he's done to me?

"Look, how about I cook us a nice romantic dinner. We can discuss what we like, get to know each other. Hell, maybe we'll find out something we have in common" He smiled and even though I really wanted to say no to make that smile disappear, I was too afraid to.

"Fine" I whispered and he finally let go of me. 

"Let's go" He whispered standing up and I followed him. There was nothing romantic about this dinner! He seems to have it planted in his mind that I'll somehow fall in love with him if he's nice to me. Well, he's got another thing coming. I'm planning my escape...Haven't thought of anything yet but something will pop into my head sooner or later.