What He Really Did

11) Is This What I Really Want?

*Lyrics*

Crazier by Taylor Swift

•I was trying to fly but I couldn't find wings

•but you came along and you changed everything.

•but you lift my feet off the ground, you spin me around.

•you make me crazier.

•feels like I'm falling and I, I'm lost in your eyes

•I watched from a distance

•every sky was your own kind of blue

•and I wanted to know, how that would feel

•and you made it so real

•you showed me something that I couldn't see

•You opened my eyes and you made me believe.

•Baby you showed me what livin is for

•I don't wanna hide anymore.

•Crazier

*End of Lyrics*

May 17,2013

(continued)

I love math.

If it wasn't for math I wouldn't be alone with the one guy I was crazy for.

"Hey Kevin!" I said jogging up to him, watching him struggle to open Ms. Ketch's door.

Let's get one thing straight, he was as stubborn as me if not more.

"Hey. Like why won't this open?"

"Kev-"

"Like I need to get in there. Like why won't they open the door?"

"Just follow me."

"I have to like get in-"

"Kevin! I do too. Just follow me. We have to get the keys. It's locked."

In the back of my mind I was fangirling.

Quickly jogged downstairs.

"Hey! Slow down! Not a runner here."

He jumped the rest of the first set of stairs.

"How bout a jumper?" he chuckles.

I laughed and denied.

"Watch this." He jumped the rest of the second set.

"You're crazy." I laughed.

I think when I'm nervous I either get word vomit or a bad case of insulting.

He quickly walked ahead of me.

I had to jog a little to catch up.

"Why do you walk so fast? You really should walk slower." I babbled.

Not until I shut up did I realize I was sort of insulting him. Okay shut up Selena.

We walked into the office.

Our bitchy secretary was packed.

My grandma, the school nurse, was at the copy machine.

"Do you know where the spare keys are?" I asked her.

"Huh?"

"Just ask Ms. Swella." Kevin nudged me.

Oh correction. Ms. Swella was a sub for our bitchy secretary.