You're all that matters to me, yeah yeah, Ain't worried about nobody else. If I ain't with you, I ain't myself. You make me complete. You're all that matters to me, yeah, yeah, What's a king bed without a queen? There ain't no "I" in team. You make me complete You're all that matters to me- Justin Beiber
*Roman in the MM*
It's been a month since Zhan and I last spoke. Despite his various pop ups and late night calls I hadn't given in... Yet ! I'm not going to lie and say I don't love him. I just need to know my worth and never settle for less. I want to be the center on someone's universe not the fuck of the night. Mizhano is not an all around bad dude. He has moments where he makes me feel like I am on top of the world. Then, In an instance, he can crumble my heart up and discard it like waste...
" Cousinnn. " Jayln walks into my room singing.
" What's up Jay? " I lift my head up from my pillow to look at him.
" You have visitors at the door. " He says, lying over my side.
" There is an a 'S' on the end of that meaning more than one? " I ask.
" Yes. " He answers back.
" Oh. " I roll my eyes. " Tell them I moved. "
" Too late. " I hear Faizon's voice sound off in my room.
I cross my eyes in annoyance. " Why are y'all here? "
" Aye bruh can we have a moment alone? " La'rey asks Jayln.
" In this house ? " Jayln laughs.
" Jayln. " I stare at him.
He looks back at me and pouts. " Okay. " He exits the room and leaves Faizon, La'rey, and I to talk.
" Soooo. " I start off to break the silence. " What? "
" Why you being like that? " Faizon asks.
I pucker my lips. " Like what? "
" Like you'on fuck with us no more. You been avoiding us for a month now without no explanation. Each time we came over to make it right, you shot us down. " Faizon explained.
" I hadn't realized. " I say being difficult. I love to return favors.
" Faiz just apologize bruh. " La'rey slaps him on the chest.
" For what? " He argues.
" Let me stop you right there. If you don't know what you're apologizing for then you can leave. " I say pointing to the door behind him.
" So that's how it is ? " Faizon asks, surprised.
" That's how it's been. " I smile and he nods and exits. I look over at La'rey and wonder why he is still sitting on my bed. " You can go to! "
" You said I can. Doesn't mean I'm gonna. " He chuckles.
I stare at him because I don't find anything funny at this moment. I'm dealing with too much to even think about them at this moment.
" Why aren't you? " I ask.
" Because you're my best friend. I don't walk out friendships like that. I'm sorry for even letting this man behave how he does, but you know he schizo. You gotta pardon him at times. " He explains.
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I'm Yours | BxB
Teen Fiction" You view me as your possession and not as your boyfriend. I can't do it anymore. " I whimpered as his grip on my arm refused to release me. " " I'm not ready to let you go Roman. You're mines. " He threatened, pointing his finger in my face. This...
