whoever's listening//a.i.

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␛midnight

dear whoever's listening, 

i've been talking more to luke. he met this girl named lisa. he said he thinks he's in love. he said that his heart beats faster and he feels invincible when he's with her. i never knew it, but i think that's what i feel with hayley. she makes me feel like every single breath matters. i'm in love with hayley. it took me so long to realize. now it's just castle of facade of make believe. she's waiting everything out and i wish i could take away the screams that fill her ears. she locked me out again. she's friends with alison. alison said she talks about me, about how she should've have let me into her life in the first place. she thinks that she hurt me and made me go bad again. it was the complete opposite. i've called her, she picks up and tells me she's busy and hangs up. i don't know what to do anymore. maybe there's nothing after midnight that could make you stay. 

thanks for listening. 

love,

ashton