Chapter One: Don't Know

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Happy Birthday Amanda! :))))

Niall's POV:

Four months passed by. Four months since Amanda has talked, smiled, laughed, opened her eyes, looked at me. Four months since I heard Amanda's voice.

It was finally break from the tour and I flew down to Connecticut as soon as possible to see her. She could wake up today.

It has been four months and I still couldn't believe Amanda is in a coma. I still couldn't believe I couldn't see her smile or hear her laugh, but I'm not giving up hope.

I rubbed my thumb over her cold hand as a tear slipped down my cheek.

"I wish you could wake up and be with me." I whispered. This is something Amanda does to me. I talk to her, even though she can't hear me. I don't talk to the lads. The only time I talk is when I have, too, but when I'm with her, I talk when I don't have to.

The door opened and I heard some feet shuffling

"Zayn, I'm only four months." I heard Emma say.

"Hey, Niall." Emma greeted as she walked to the other side of her bed. I didn't answer. I didn't feel like it. They always ask if I'm okay, or if I want food, but I'm obviously not okay and I obviously don't want to eat, although I do.

I wish that people could just leave me alone. All I wanted to do was stay here with Amanda forever.

"Oh God!" Emma shouted. I didn't look over at her, not to be mean, but because I knew that it was just pregnancy cramps.

"God, I hate these cramps, they hurt so much." Emma said. She's thinking about pregnancy cramps and how much they hurt meanwhile Amanda is in a coma away from the ones she love.

But of course, I didn't say anything. I didn't have, too. I didn't want to.

"Emma, relax you only have six more months." Zayn reassured.

"Yeah, six more months until I'm a mom and your a dad." Emma said as she took a seat in the hospital chair.

Zayn gulped loudly, "I know, and I can't wait, Em. I can't wait to hold our little girl or boy."

"I can't wait until Amanda wakes up." Emma said.

"Oh God! Zayn can you go get me some water?" Emma said. I didn't hear Zayn say anything so I figure that he nodded and left.

"God. I know how you feel Niall. I hope she wakes up. You just have to promise me something." Emma said.

"Oh God. Okay anyway, as much as I don't like saying this, if Amanda dies, don't kill yourself." Emma said. For the first time in four months, I looked at her and spoke for the first time to someone other than Amanda or the fans.

"I won't disappear from the Earth, but I'll be dead on the inside." I whispered, loud enough for her to hear. Emma nodded. I looked back at Amanda, just as Zayn walked back in.

"Here's your water, Em." Zayn said, nervously.

"What's wrong, Zayn? You seem nervous?" Emma asked.

"I'm not nervous." Zayn said. Again I wanted to speak, but I didn't. I could tell he was nervous.

"Either I'm going crazy, or I just felt Amanda's pointer finger twitch." I shouted out.

"Niall, you t-talked!" Zayn said.

"Way to state the obvious." I said.

"Seriously?" Emma said, getting up and walking over to me. I nodded my head.

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