Zayn's POV:
I don't know why I cheated on Emma. I guess it was just baby stress. The fact that I'm 20 and I'm going to be a dad scares me.
Once Emma ran out, I followed, putting on pants and shirt as fast as I could, but I was too late. She was already gone. I looked out to see her car as it started to snow. Tears slipped down my cheeks as I ran down the street, bare foot.
That's when my life changed. Forever.
~ Two Hours Later ~
I paced around the waiting room of the hospital.
"Zayn, she'll be alright." Louis said.
"What if she isn't? What if she slips into a coma? What if she dies? This is all my fault Louis. I cheated on her. I caused her to get into that accident. It's all my fault." I said, sitting down in the cushioned chair.
"It's not your fault." Louis said, putting a hand on my shoulder.
"It's is Louis! If I didn't sleep with Trish, this never would've happened!" I yelled. Louis slowly took his hand off my shoulder and looked down.
"I'm sorry Lou."
"It's okay, Zayn." Louis mumbled.
"Louis, I'm sorry for snapping." I apologized again.
"I said it's fine." Louis said again.
"Louis-" I started, but Louis cut me off.
"Zayn, it's fine."
I put my head in my heads as tears started to flow. I felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked up at Louis who looked at me with sorrow in his eyes. I put my head back in my hands and cried silently, thinking about the worse case scenarios.
"I hate what I did, you know?" I mumbled.
"I know what you mean, but I don't" Louis said. I nodded knowing what he means.
"Emma is in the hospital because of me." I whispered.
"Don't blame yourself. It was the ices fault. The ice caused the man to slip and crash into Emma's car." Louis said, making me cry harder.
"But, it was a head collision." I whispered.
"She's alive, isn't she? The man didn't make it. So, be thankful." Louis said. I nodded.
We waited a few minutes.
"Malik?" I heard a male's voice say. I looked up at him, my vision blurry.
"That's me sir."
"I'm sorry, but-"
I inturrupted him, "No! She can't be dead! No! No, no, no."
My heart ached and I felt numb. I fell off my chair and crawled into a ball on the floor. I cried into my hands.
"Sir, Emma isn't dead. The baby is. Emma had a miscarriage. We are prepping her for surgery now. It will take about 2 hours." The doctor informed.
Nothing changed. I still cried in my hands, on the hospital floor, shaped like a ball.
"No. My little Alice or my little Evan. I'm a murder. I killed my own baby." I whispered into my hands.
"Zayn, you aren't a murder." Louis whispered.
"Yes I am. If it wasn't for me, Emma and Evan or Alice would be okay." I whispered. It is my fault. I'm the one who cheated on Emma. I'm the one who put made her get into the car. I'm the one who made this fate happen. My child is dead because of me." I whispered, as tears streamed down my cheeks.
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