Chapter 5: Sad Love Song

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Nasa gilid yung kanta, i-click niyo lang para mapakinggan niyo. Ang sad kasi talaga ng song. :'( Damdamin niyo ang kanta para ma gets niyo din yung feelings ni Janine.

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*Ms. Bitter*

 CHAPTER 5: SAD LOVE SONG

Nakatambay lang ako sa may mini forest katabi ng quadrangle ng school at nakikinig sa playlist ko. Naka full headseat ako kaya ni isang boses o ingay wala akong marinig. Ang kanta lang. It's like traping myself in my own world. No outsiders allowed. Ako lang.

This is the time when I can relax my head and I can't help but playback the memories of yesterday.

Put away the pictures.

Put away the memories.

I put over and over

Through my tears

I've held them till I'm blind

They kept my hope alive

As if somehow that I'd keep you here

Once you believed in a love forever more?

How do you leave it in a drawer?

I love this song and hate it at the same time.

Gusto ko, kasi sinasabi nito kung ano man yung di ko masabi. It's like it was written only for me. Yung mga lyrics at melody. Bumabaha sa utak ko ang meaning ng kanta. Sa ibang tao, maybe hindi nila maiintindihan pero ako, who had experience heartbreak, parang ako yung kanta. Naiintindihan ko ang bawat letra ng salita.  

My feelings are the lyrics and pain is the melody.

Kung iisipin kong mabuti. Pano nga ba? Kahit sunugin mo lahat ng pictures niyo, bakit hindi ka parin maka move on? Kahit ilang luha na ang iniyak ko, bakit di parin nauubos?

Try to say it's over

Say the word goodbye.

But each time it catches in my throat

Your still here in me

And I can't set you free

So I hold on to what I wanted most

Maybe someday we'll be friend's forever more

Wish I could open up that door

Ilang beses ko na ba sinabi sa sarili ko na magmomove'on na ako? 10 times? 50 times? Pero kahit ilang beses kong sabihin ang mga katagang "Its over and I will move on." Wala pa rin nangyayari. Hanggang ngayon nandoon parin yung sakit. Isang mantsang hindi matangal tangal.

Now here it comes, the hardest part of all

Unchain my heart that's holding on

How do I start to live my life alone?

Guess I'm just learning,

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